WORST or BEST dae eva?

THIS IS FREAKING ME OUT(BIG TIME!!)

i like saw 3 person tat i dun wan to ever c agn todae la..

scary can..bt hehe..i was pretty happi in th morning before pe:)

lets sae mood raging is:

100%-super duper HAPPI!!

0%-super uber upset!!

i was so near to 100% happi until

when we needed to take our height n weight..

i am stil vertically challenged n i actually gained a KG!!

A KG!!i am so going on strict diet!!

tat is nt th onli ting tat made my mood drop..

i saw someone i swear i dun wan to c eva agn if possible..

seeing him made my mood drop to th lowest wich is 0%..

wil b having pe on th same dae as him from todae on..

i tink i wil start pon-ing pe..

sian ting is seeing him..

i tink i am going to start hating pe le..

ARGH!!i wan him to disappear from my sight..

haish...my mood increased when i went to cp..:)

bt decreased agn when i went to LJS..

i saw jarran n justin..

my luck is so shitty n gd at th same time todae..

take away those peep i dun wan to c n my dae wil b perfect..

i am chioing my undone work...haish..

SUCKISHEST DAE EVA!!

First dae when sku reopens n it is nt going fine for me..

evryting is nt going th way it is supposed to be..

looks like a lot haf changed,

bt i am nt gettin used to any of it..

i haf changed too(i tink..)

major ting tat i am nt happy abt is tat mani ppl r commenting abt my fringe,

i also noe how ugly bangs look on me,

i mean come on la,

life is so long ,

we cant jus probably stay wif one stupid ass-holey hairstyle all our lives rite??

tis is nt the first time i had a crazy hairstyle tat didn't suit me..

bt can u ppl jus keep ur bloody comments to urself?

or at the least keep it to its minimum?

it is suckish u noe tat feeling..

haish..

forget it..

feeling veri low todae..

homework:

lang arts..(gotta chiong it..)

i kinda jus burst out all my thoughts in the hols all out at once to yt..

hahas..

i muz realli thank her for being such a gd listener..

jus finished watching hotel for DOGS!!

pretty gd show all r recommended to watch..

____________________signing off<3_____________________

ok....
i am starting to hate my fone agn..
nt fair la i wan bac my LG!!!
lagginess is one ting..
stupidness is another..
i can't take my pict out from my fone to the com..
ARGH!!!
frustrated..
damn damn fone..
haix..
above is random de..
nw is serious WORH!!
went to SKCC to do CIP..
funny thing,
saw jarran n brian..
scary?
of cos YES la..
is damn scary 1 can..
other details i am jus going to leave it all out..
so,
signing off liao!!

SO.....
living in a shitty-holey,am hating it.
evryting i do tis daes r th repeat of wad i did th dae b4..
bt am starting to get used to it..
haf been bullied in SCC,by zy,marc,denise n zander..
bt zy bullied me mor..:(
me make me CRY somemor WORH!!
Hmmm..
bt cnt totally blame him cos i haf been meaning to cry for a long long time..
he lor go pull th trigger to my tears..
make me drop tears infront of denise n marc..
so DL!!
i crying tat time denise stil LAUGH WORH!!
SO BAD..
bt i kinda scared them off when i jus kept crying non stop..
i jus can't control,it jus kept flowing
i kinda scared myself off as well..
i am one tat is known to keep my own feelings to myself well..
tat outburst jus suprised me..


anyway,
yesterdae haf treasure hunt for SCC,went to help out..
tiring sio..
half dead when go bac..
pleaded twice wif ah bu to let me go ym's new hse AKA the QUARTZ!!
damn big sia..i mean the whole place,
bt his hse is damn small de..
took some shots wif my fone(gt my old fone aka the lousy samsung!!)
wad was WTH was tat they splash me until whole body wet,
even though i tel them my ah bu dun let me plae water liao..
c la nw havin flu..
latr can't go sku den going to kill them...
hmmm..abt th picts..
u peepo haf to gif me sometime cos having some prob,k??
signing off!!

another typical dae..
a sad one.
tired from training,haf been scolded since the start of the training..
wad is wrong wif me lately?
tis is a qn tat is veri difficult to ans..
haf been getting scolding from everyone around me,
they said tat i haf changed..
so,
is it me tat changed or them hu realli did..
did my words hurt them mor or isit their words tat made me hurt?
mani sad-ed songs reflected me..
i c my girl-fren being hurt by another boy-fren,
how?
i dun realli noe the whole story bt i noe the reason of their brk up..
the reason was plain stupid when i heard my girl-fren tel me..
jus so plain dumb!
bt i can't realli scold the guy as his reason for tat brk up was identical wif mine..
hearing others do tat was a plain disgust,
i thought of wad i did too,
n disgust is nt the onli ting i feel..
i then tried to feel the pain tat my girl-fren will feel..
it realli hurts,
i can't imagine how she can brave through it..
looking bac nw.....
i regretted.

OMGGGGGGG!!!!
bcum roasted pig liao la..
tAnned sia,
pain pain...
argh..
skin going to peel off soon(i tink)
stupid sun,
Y??y??
y did i go to Sentosa???
y did i go to plae water??
c la..
nw skin blac blac,
fallin sick..
kept sneezing n am havin a freaking sore throat from th shouting..
no worries peep,tis ah bu is serious nt havin H1N1..
stil nt gettin over my fone,
i can't live without it alrite..
gtg,haf to help up at SCC..

MY DIAN HUA!!!!!!

sobx SOBX sobx...

ahhhhhhh..lost my fone..

my darling fone..

BELOVED fone

so ke lian..

crying sia..my poor poor fone

i guess if it haf tears it muz b crying too..

wan to tok to kor sia,

i tink he wil listen n understand how i feel nw..

sobx..KOR!!!

tat time fone confiscated alrdy like dying liao..

nw is nv going to c it agn..

i dun tink i can live liao.

i might as well go up th tallest building,

shout:

'good bye cruel world!'

n jus jump down..

tis is to my dear dear fone..

"i love u!!pls grow a pair of feet n come back to me!!i can't live without u!!"

OMG!!Tis za bor jus gt a haircut n look weird..

regretted cutting my fringe to BANGS!!i look so weird n funny..pin up my fringe liao den look like guai kia like tat..good girl look totally dun suit me lor..how to go to sku!?ARGH...die liao..going to live the remaining of my life in misery...

Si Yu,fellow peepo hu did CIP wif me there:)GF!!
Marc Sim,also helping out de..irritating guy!!!!!!!!

MOI!!hehe..found ah bu's last time wear de specs n tried it on:)

some pictures of my small ah dar!!he was trying to dodge so the pict are quite blur..
Si Yu's ah dar..small cutie!
tis ar...tis is one emo kia,haix a bit angry wif him den emo liao..

tis guy si bei money faced..c money den smile like c until gold like tat..

my tired look..whole day ran after kids plus stil haf to shout..BT i luv them a lot

cos dey make me veri happi:)

Ting Wei!!my another dar,luv him?too bad he is mine!!

another another dar:)Joshua!!cutie?

absolute cutie:)Kendric!!my best dar!

Yu n me!!bestie 4eva la!

took tis at pa's office:)hehe my dear dear mei!bcum lao ah peh le la!!
so CUTE!!

me n mei!!too bored le

Zi Ying!1st in position in sku!so gd..went to sembawang as well..

todae's schedule is dull..
it goes like tis:
wake up,
brush teeth,
bath,
eat,
go dad's office,
help out,
tuition,
homework,
dinner,
bath,
sleep..
eyes swollen todae,
no idea why..
hurts like mad,
kept tearing,
looks as though i was crying..
Yesterdae:
wake up,
brush teeth,
bath,
eat,
go SCC,
help out,
went to sembawang park wif them,
played,
ate,
saw nat,kah hock and kenny..(they gt BB camp..nat said HI to me,bt other two did nt:( )
went back,
go home,
bring mei to her tuition,
slack wif ah bu while mei havin tuition,
kena scolded by ah bu cos i asked her to wait when she asked me hu was it on the fone,
yy was on the fone at tat time,
talking to me sia den ah bu go chup,
i dun tink i at fault lor..
took some pict last two daes,
wil post tmr..
byes!

FIRECRACKERS!!yi ming do 1,formed a circle bt the sparks that comes out is a heart..WEIRD..





CANDLES!!one straight line!!








some pictures i took this sunday..went to yi ming's BBQ,didn't eat much cos no appetite plus i nv eva liked BBQs the food r normally damn oily..was nt planning to go to his BBQ at the first place bt was at downtown wif family to catch a show,watched HANNAH MOTANNA..like the songs like the guy so handsome and cool..after the show we were heading down,bt saw amanda loke and theresa,b4 c them the memory of yi ming's BBQ was nowhere on my mind..saw them asked them why r they there..they remind me abt the BBQ,i was like OH SHITTY!!his b'dae the BBQ i can like bloody 4get de..lols..so plead ah bu n lao pei to allow me to go,gave me a wadeva look n said ok..asked theresa n 'manda wad time they heading home they said 8pm i was like okok..went to buy a god damn last minute b'dae present for him,bought him a box of choc for him..hopes he likes them..saw the boys(kelvin,yi ming,jun jie and one mor 4gt the name liao..)went bac the chalet,played cards game n then eat..mor of yi ming's relatives came..bored le then yi ming asked go arcade then follow lo..only me,n yi ming n kelvin n yi ming's cousin..poor me like one girl wif three guys..anyways went home at 12 midnight plus..damn tired!!

FEEL so left out today
FEEL like crying..
BORED with the the things i haf
BORED with my life..
DYING inside,slowly
DYING soon..
CAN'T take it any longer
CAN'T accept that this is my fate..
HELP me out,someone..anyone
HELP me!!



having a god damn headache,everyone is like leaving me,leaving me alone by myself..
i feel so lonely,so sad,so angry,so happy,so helpless..
i feel like crying bt no tears flows..
wanted to laugh bt had no reason to..
need someone to lend me a shoulder to cry on bt no one cares..
helpless by myself,can't do anything to my life..
feel so alone it is like there is only me in that big BIG big world..
argh..
i feel like dying nw..
i can't stand it any longer..

Kaes peepo ready?set?GO!!comment time!!!!!

good news i finish the two reflections already,and i tink it is pretty good!

muz comment,k?

ermms..bt dun follow tat dumb fellow hu doesn't noe how to comment..

hahas..no offend to tat peep,alrite?

comment like sensible things la..

those hu dun noe..

u r supposed to comment on lead.com on my post

i need at least three comment hor bt muz b from diff peep..

it is for my Questa club badge,so u peepo muz help!!

if u stil dun noe how to comment..

comment sth like this after u read my post..

like:i agree with what you said and...so on so on..k?

muz use proper english,k?

HELP me ar..

was slack-chiongin todae..watch BOF n chiong homework

so tired nw..

fully exhausted myself le

going to take a rest..

sooo..bye

bt muz rmb to comment,k?

RMB hor!!

hey peepo!long time no post le..have to ask a favour from all of you!!ermm..those in compassvale sec,you all noe that we have the Questa club badge thing we need to do right?okay so this is it,i need a few of you to go to lead.com to comment on my reflection.I need at least 3 comments,alrite?and when i get that three comments for both my reflection(although i only did 1,going to post the next one soon..)i wil be getting 2 marks..and it wil realli b a great help and i wil b veri veri grateful too..so pls pls help,k??tks!love all ya peepo!!

i can understand wad yu yun meant the last time where she said,

tat she cried when hearing a song,

i cried when i heard the song from boys over flowers,

'because i'm stupid'

felt veri emo when hearing..

lols?

hahas..although emo bt stil haf to recommend to everyone cos it is nice..

those hu havn't caught a glimspe of boys over flowers(the show..)

OMG..you r all damn slow lor..

pls go n watch it!!

today is a real bore..

overslept

supposed to wake up at 8 30

to go to 9 00 the remedial de bt..

woke up at 10 15 instead..

haha..remedial end at 10 30 sia..

when i wake up i was like,

'OMG!!!'

fun thing was i went bac to slp agn..

hahas..

told ah bu i went though,

although the truth is i did nt..

hahas

some pictures i took at ah bu's frens bungalow on sat..so cool,they haf a puppy there n their hse is like damn BIG!!!played table tennis wif the pri 6 son,lost to him lor..so lousy sia kept hitting the ball high up n far off...played basket ball n almost hit the mercedes..Oops gt scolded..the puppy seems to like me a lot,it kept climbing onto my lap n licking my hands lols..i go where it follow..