sian~
wad shd i do nw?
i dun feel lik doin hmewk..
bt alot sia..
latr nid bring mei to her tuition then wait for tuition to end,
wil try to chiong all hmewk den..
todae sth terrible happened sia..
queeny noe le!!
i dun noe wad to do sia..
i was in total speechless mode..
i dun to lose a fren..!
especially over a guy?
help la!!
i feel lik killing myself
i realli tink i shd gif up on tat feelin..
it is useless..
cant i c tat it wil nt work out?
im going to let go of tat feelin..
i wil try la..
i wun agree to anyting for nw..

mei sick le..
ma wil b taking leave tmr,
lucky tmr gt training dont wil haf to suffer liao..
hope mei can quickly get well n my rock legends can hurry hurry lvl ahhhhh
chiong-ing in progress for my dnt..
i jus told myself sth..
i muz nv nv eva take dnt nex year..
my hand nw dun noe haf hw mani cuts liao la..
veri ugly sia..


todae is jus boring..
apart frm th fact tat we watched mamamia..
everyting is jus plain dull..
felt sad den happi agn all tgt..
lols
i muz stop all tis b4 it is too late..
i muz avoid th consequences tat we all dread..
th worst muz nt cme..
i dun wan to go training de bt since ma take leave den
forgt it le i would rather go cca
at least can tok to frens..
stay at hme wif ma thr means no com liao..
training seems lik a better choice..
hahas..
yt coming bac to sku tmr..
YAY!!!!

LOVE ain't a fairy tale
wad should i do wif tis feelings?

asumptions r th worst tat one can ever make,
u made it..
n i cant stop u ..
th first tot tat comes into ur mind was th worst..
im nt trying to snatch anyone frm u,
those asumptions u made stands hw much u trust n noe me..
u noe so little bt act as though u realli do noe a lot..

todae is sian to th core de la..
no one to tok to..
netbor cancelled last min..
tis is hw mani times we heard abt training till we noe tat there realli isn't any at all..
1st time:come into clas..netballers todae no trainig hor..
i was lik yayyyy!!!!
2nd time:come in clasrm agn..tis time is..sori todae netbor nt cancelled
bt is 2 3o to 3 30..i was lik LOL!!WTF...
3rd time:change liao worh..go to econ wif vanessa,saw seniors they tel us cancelled le..
is tcher tel them de WORH!!
ok den...vanessa sae go bac sku to double check..
4th time:saw sheryl she tel us is realli cancelled le..i was lik DIAO!!!WASTE MY TIME LA!!
tired sia...

tat mark ar..
kiam pa..
anyhw tok sia,he always anyhw tok de..
make queeny wu hui me..

ah boy..avoidance is nt a gd ting,quit it alrite?

ok tis wil b a veri veri short post..
mum is out to get breakfast..
she dun noe i using com:)
so haf to quickly use den return it to its original state..
to dae veri tired cos over midnite den slp:(
todae woke up quite early..
bt nvm,
nw preparing to go th condo le..
wil take some picts..
bt to post it in here is depends on my fone liao..
todae can post is miracle bt tmr is confirm cnt 1..
cos tutition starts at 9..
haf to wake up at 7.30
tuition finishes at 11 so go str to cousin's hse..
there lik gt no internet connection so too bad..
bt hope wil haf mor fun den i can expect..
plus hope tat kendrick gt invite his sku fren:))
c gt shuai ge nt:)

my eyes r going to shut soon..
bt stil haf to fetsh sis..
haish..
latr bring her le..
wil go catch ZZZs..
watching channel 8 nw:)
gt lotsa wk to catch up..
bt no mood..
someone called my fone todae..
i did nt intend to pick it up so i hanged it up lo..
call me for no reasons..
talked to sheng-di todae..
on msn,
he lik th listener for th dae for my troubles..
heard yesterdae tat i wil b going to th condo at 1pm
:)
so happi:))
going there to swim:))
hehes..
going to choose my own room:))
n nt going to share a room wif sis le!!
horrayy!!:))

a bit upset todae cos tat person nv go sku..
byes..

sibei sian la~
behind a lot of work..
cant catch up sia..
feel lik die-ing
yt told me sth todae..
hahas..
queeny tot she heard sth so kept pestering for th truth..
tel her tis she dun belive tel her tat she also dun belive..
yt i noe u sad la..
bt belive in me wad u r afraid tat wil happen
i wouldnt do it..
its a promise..
veri tired arh..
rock legend chiong to lvl 13 liao..
haf to end tis post early cos nid fetch mei(:
so Bs:)

oh ya,
forgt to tel ya all a big news!!
im viewing n taking th keys to my new home aka th condo
tis sat!!
n on tis sun it is my cousin kendrick's b'dae..
so..
HAPPI B'DAE!!
wil b going his hse to celebrate:)
hehes
wich means after tuituion wil chiong str to his hse to plae!!
hahas
stil tinking abt wad to wear on sat n sun..
haish..

piss-ed off..
sian-ed..
tir-ed..
sad-ed..
ignore-ed.
happi-ed

my feelings for th dae..

th onli ting tat made me happy was tat
im in touch wif kor agn..
tok to hym on msn..
nv met hym b4
wan to noe hym..
lols
he say he might b going bac to cvss tmr..
hope can c until lor..

if my fren is th one feeling piss-ed off,
sad-ed,
ignor-ed
all bcos of a guy..
i would realli jus pity her..
bt as it is me..
i jus haf myself to blame..
all was self-inflicted wounds..
one-sided love SUXS!

todae kena ignored th whole dae by tat guy..
i self-pity..
i cant believe my will to cling on to hym is so strong..
i feel veri tired..

other den all those sad tings
i muz say tat hmewk r piling
n i cant stand it!!
dnt is difficult..
trying to do it is lik trying to murder myself..
i kept gettin cuts..
bleed sio..
pain..

i muz admit tat i haf done a gd job on my bloq songs..
im in luv wif my bloq SONGS!!
love thems:)
went to cp to buy lunch home wif yt n queeny..
we chat abt alot of tings on th way there n bac..
i love them too WORHS!!of cos plus sy la:)

is it realli lik tis?
does it realli feel lik tis when u hear th person u lik tok abt some other boy/gal?
i noe tat u haf nt a single clue abt my feelings for u..
bt muz u torture me lik tat?
it realli hurts me when u ignore me..
it makes me veri irritated n frustrated when u r nt by side..
i cant tel u my feelings for u..
it is bcos u wil avoid n ignore me when u noe abt it..

bad mood la!!!!!!!!

todae:
suffering inside..
好烦啊！
serious zero mood to do any hmewk todae..
veri tired..
tired of having to keep my feelings down..
all th hmewk tat nid chiong-ings:
-chinese 剪报
-chinese 习字
-Dnt handfone holder
lots to do little time to breathe..
gotta breathe slow..

WOOTS!! bigg COKE explosion in th fridge!!:)
jus cme bac frm tuition,so exhausted..
gd ting is i nv doze off when tcher toking:)
todae queeny cme to sku look ok,
temp ok bt
nt feeling alrite..
she cme n go home str away..
haish tel her liao c feeling better den cme to sku bt dun listen..
worry abt her lor..
haf lots of hmewk to chiong bt no mood to do..
todae recess went wif tee hui,andy n kah hock..
didn't eat anyting jus drank milo!!
stare at tee hui as he eat..
den he gave me sideglances..hahas
i tink he felt bad tat he eating den i nt eating..
everytime wif him wil haf funny tings happen de..:)
like todae recess over le going up..
saw mark looking flustered..
hu noes is looking for wei liang..
he said someone wans to look for wei liang to bash wei liang up..
so scary seh..
so,
went up th stairs walking beside tee hui..
den one grp of guys call tee hui,
den tee hui was like damn shocked la..
th guys like wan bash tee hui up like tat..
bt didn't la..
hehe..
i tink they confused between tee hui n wei liang liao..
they walk away liao den tee hui was like i look like wei liang meh..
funny seh..
other than tat todae is as normal as always!!

kaes..com lagging like mad..:(
todae like feel abit sicky..
i had a big headache in langarts..
guess is because of my maths class test results..
langarts gt test todae..
finish liao den lay my head down to rest..
guess wad i realli slpt.
tcher collect paper liao den leave th class room..
i stood up,
vision blanked out like it did when i was real sick..
had a great pain in th stomach..
head pain until cry..
bt nt mani ppl c..
excuse for tears was morning dew..
well,they're naive so they believed..
my normal temp is 35.6 plus de..
bt todae is like 36.9..
normally reach tat temp is my sick state liao..
felt veri tired..:(

BIG NEWS!!
i am going to watch harry potter and th half blood prince on tis sat!!
YAY!!
wil b watching at suntec at 7 pm..
so freakking happi!!
bt bad ting is th nex dae haf tuition so wil b veri veri exhausted during tuition..
hahas..
i dun tink mani noe tat i am a fen si of harry potter rite..
well,frm my ento-ness can c le ba?
hahas..
another gd news!!
i am getting th keys to my new condo which is at boon keng real real soon!!
well,there r pros n cons la..
i might nid to transferr to another sku..
bt anyway my father is having th thoughts of renting it instead:(
wil haf mor info latr tonite..i tink..
going to bring mei nw so, bye!!

quite long since i online n bloq liao feels weird..
sheng-di sae my bloqskin nt nice:(
so might b changing it if gt time..
th board behind n both beside th white board is finally taking shape!!
most credits go to ting ting la:)
todae sian to th death except some funny tings in bio lesson:)
queeny fever yesterdae gt to go home:(
felt funny without her..
mayb when she there i too dependent on her liao..
queeny!come bac la,pls..
miss her sia
tis few daes nv bloq cos ah bu at hme cos sick..
can't use com when she around:(
th ****king restaurant city..
dun noe y sia..
can't go in:(

had a pretty funny lesson todae..
wil do my best to sae everyting as some part are jus better nt said..
bio lesson:
lesson since start of sku is about reproduction..
tee hui and mark ask stupid qn while tcher gave clever ans
for example,
mark:wad does sex means??
tcher:oh..gender lor
everyone laugh..
tcher:ehs..clap leh..
everyone clap lo
mark:hahas..actually tat is th ans i am looking for..
everyone laughed harder..
NEXT..
tee hui:y nid***?(hand doing movements)
tcher:y u ask tat time nid movements 1??
tee hui:no la..i tok tat time is like tat 1..
tcher:u ask tis type of qn sure watch a lot of videos 1 rite??
everyone laugh like mad lor..

so..?
funny??
nt funny is cos u nt there at tat time..


i gt a creepy,freaky call frm some weirdo hu surprisingly sound like joshua
can't here wad tat freako talking so said i busy..
called my hse sia..
i dun rmb gifing my no. to anyone hu would do tat..
doesn't matter i wil find out somehow..

haishio nid to study liao..:(

yay!going out liao!since hols my weekend is all stay at home days..
bt todae i am going out agn:)
bt saddly to sae is wif ah bu..
lols..at least can go out la..
going to orcahrd to shop:)
around one month never go le..
finally going agn:)
going to shop like mad..hehe
as u all noe i did nt bloq tis few daes,
well is cos ah pa take th mobile broadband to work..
tis few daes mani tings happen..
hahas..happy tings.:)
i m gettin better nw nt feeling anymor ting n moving fast ahead..
nt going to tink abt th past anymor..
i am looking forward to my future..
meeting new peepo,
having new frens,
learning new tings,
n feeling new feelings..
wadeva it is th past is th past,
n future seems better nw..

hehe..change my bloqskin again..:)
hmmm...
todae,no idea y i suddenly flare up at everyone i see..
normally joshua and victor make me angry i wun scold 1,
bt todae..
is siao 1..
all th vulgarities jus flew out of my mouth..
WAD TH HELL HAPPENED!?
Mayb it is pe blues:(
or mayb tues blues:(
haix anyway jus going to sae sorry to th ppl hu i scolded n ignored..
haish..
stil in a pretty bad mood..
EMO-ING!!
i kinda cut my hand on purpose todae..
no worries,
there was no bleedings la..
i used a ruler bt pressed it veri deeply..
it went swollen..:(
bt feeling was gd cos kinda relieved i felt pain..
tat is pretty much wad happened todae..leaving out lots of details.
ending le,
gotta do hmewk nw:)

05 july '09
sian..kena scolding agn:(all becos of those dumb dumb story books n my forgetful self.haish i forget to return th story books den gt due date..fine $0.75 den she make big big fuss..bt nt th first time liao i forget quite a few times n tio fine a lot of times le..she nt planning to help me pay so..haf to find some way.i chiong quite a lot of hmewk frm hols de le,left maths mindmap,sci de comments n chi hmewk:(abt th comments for sci i nid mor comments pls!!jus help me,k??tks peepo!!


06 july '09
woke up pretty early todae,haf to hitch a ride frm dad to breakfast..gt my sis stuck to me agn:(for whole dae!!its gonna suck..sian ar..going to finish all th hmewk by todae n if gt time i wan to revise for th upcoming sci test..going to un-privatisemy bloq le..so others can see,cos i dun haf th time to invite one by one..lols going study le so bye..

oh shit..gt a lot of hmewk sia,tcher veri black heart sia.onli gt one dae xtra no sku nia then pile the hmewk all up n trashed them on us:(watching tv(a-bao)..hahas:)love th story,it is abt a pair of star crossed lovers(dun realli noe wad tat means bt,nvm)..zichu is th guy,a-bao is th girl..gt another guy,is called young master chai..he is th xtra one,th one tat kept on gettin between th lovers..aiya,if anyone wan to noe mor jus go watch by urself..


01 july '09
nt much happened todae..had a in clas picnic,played a ice-breaking game.picnic food was jus oreo(EW!!it became soft le..) n ribena(haha..spelling wrong?too sweet?)anyway it was kind of heart-warming to noe tat my clas is so close..hahs..if it is possible i realli hope tat nex year we wil stil b in th same clas..


02 july '09
pretty muc a brief dae th same as yesterdae..history tcher jus wants to make life difficult for us la.."muz do th flags..Mr arasu sae wan th intructions r given by Mr arasu..u muz do.."haish stupid rite??muz do means muz do..then th biggest trouble is tat i dun haf cloth to make th flags:( haf to either go all th way to kovan or chinatown..nearest is kovan so i tried my luck there..yt also needed to buy cloth so we went 2gether,hmm,n queeny arh..she is dun nid buy bt stil wan follow..hahas,dun mean anyting..veri happy to haf her around..had lotsa fun,couldn't find th cloth at first,so went to eat first..ate at pizza hut,all waiting for food to come tat time,all like staring at th screen of their fone waiting anxiously for th msg they r waiting for..hahas i was also th same as them la..hehe..suddenly gt tis feeling to msg to someone,so,i took quenny's fone n started messaging him:)sad u noe,he reply tat time like so angry like tat..scare me sio..he seem as though he dun wan to tok to me:((..haish..doesn't matter i forgettin abt it liao..it doesn't realli matter to me whether he wans to tok to me le..gt scolding frm ah bu when i went home..sian sio.sae i take so long to buy a few pieces of cloths..sian la,so she scold one ear in one ear out..hehe..


continue,todae..
ahhhhhh....watching yu le bai fen bai nw!!TANK SO SHUAI WORH!!love him WORH!!hahas..luo zhi xiang n th other guy(forget th name liao) sibei funny lor..todae haf dun noe wad er.. youth dae games in clas..javon(hope nv spell wrong),he like seriously can't control th clas la..after tat we haf history(EWWWWWW!!)..then recess,felt hungry,so asked queeny to pei me go cos yt n sy dun wanna go..queeny tks WORH love ya!!haf tuition todae WORH..almost doze off when tcher teaching..(one to one veri hard to slp de..:()haish haf to stop here cos gt to chiong hmewk..

oh ya..i disallow two ppl to read my blog..is kerwin n kerrel..sori WORH,dun wan to bt it is better tis way..