feeling BLUE todae,

no idea y bt i tink it is because of wad i heard and saw todae n yesterdae..

it affected me greatly,

making me realise somethings and,

i just decided.

i am going to CHANGE..

i am going to change hu i am n improve,

i wan to make those hu hurt me to realise n regret wad they said n did..

y can't they realise how big th impact wil b on me?
those hu noe me well enuf might believe,

others might tink tat it is impossible..

bt it is TRUE..

i actually cried myself to sleep bcos of wad they did..

ya..surprised?
th girl hu is always laughing and shouting can actually b so weak..

yep..believe or not..

anyways went to cp todae wif queeny,yt and yuen..

cheered me up a little..

wil post some pics latr.