MESSED UP !!
seriously ! wads wrong wif me la !!
i get so bloddy upset at th sight of those two peep .
hell ! gosh .. jus th thought of them mayb gettin tgt can kill me
no .. actually jus th sight of them talking to each other
can make me vomit ..
yup ! im definitely nt exaggerating ..
sometimes when i jus c one of them i can cause a big
impact on my brken heart ..

wadeva .
trying my veri veri best to forget n u keep appearing to waste my efforts .
todae i saw u at my bloc at th second floor
duno y u r thr bt wth can u jus simply disappear for 1 month b4
reappearing eva agn ?
u suck ! i dropped th ball n went after it n tats when i saw u .
jus simply sitting thr n ignoring me .

nerves breaking soon . tmr is carnival le
having nervous break dwns
help me !!
ugh ! veri tired nwadays
bt wadeva . going to catch bac all those sleeps im missing during th
hols !! n another headache ! i HATE hols !!
haish haf to return sch during hols ! trainings
oh ya . asked dad abt chalet le .
i onli mentioned tat i wan go bbq . his ans is lik dead silence.
scary lo . u can actualli c his face change when i mention th bbq
haish . worst come to worst dun go lo .
i nvm de .. nt first tym they deprived me off my freedom anyways
wish me all th lucks for tmr ! xD
haf to wake up veri early tmr .


taggs replies xD
-kerwin: not gd -.-' dun aask about it..
hmm.Oh k .. bt u can talk to me if u nid someone to talk to, yea ?

ROLL THE CREDITS xD


REPLAY


BREAK UR HEART


GENIE IN BOTTLE


BROKEN HEARTED GAL


COOKIE JAR


一秒也好


DOESNT MEAN ANYTING






teng le , ku le zhui hou guo le ..
wo bu zai xiang bu zai teng ..
wo hen ni .. ke shi ..
alrite .. im seriously serious over it le ..
i noe it is fast .. bt hey ..
it numbs ..
mayb i stil tink , yea ?
bt i jus haf to tel myself tat its over ..
he is jus another stranger u passed by
u duno his name ..
u duno hu he is at all ..
all r th past ..
its tym to look forward n move on ..
GOSH ! jus wadeva .. over le jiu shi over le ..
i jus hope tat no one will try to question me agn abt
tis .. i dun wanna eva tink abt it ..


ANYw .. chalet dae is coming n well ..
im planning to ask dad todae for permission ..
wish me all th best n lucks yea ?
hahas .. oh ya n lik i said in FB ..
tis sat n AKA learning fest dae ..
we netballers r going for a carnival !!
woots yea ?
hahas .. jus wanna sae tat i hope tat u wil gif me n my team
lucks xD
hmmm . reason why my team needs luck is jus simply cos
my team consists of onli a few sec2 n mostly sec1
so u can sae tat it is weak ..
yup , so i hope tat all ur lucks wil help us through th event xD
hehes .. ermms .. todae supposed to stay bac after sch to shoot 100
in .. bt shyt ! i forgt abt it n asked queeny to join for lunch at cp ..
well , i didnt ps her instead .. i shot abt 50 plus
n ps th team .. SORRI !! its jus tat i feel bad to make
queeny wait for me thr wif nth to do ..
so , i ps th team .. agn SORRI !!
ermms .. tmr haf to stay abc agn n shoot 100
n i better rmb to bring my pe n fbt so tat i can shoot
properly .. shooting in uni is torturous ..
i can sweat so bloody much ..
gosh my whole body aches ..
fri haf to shoot another 100 agn ..
anyw those in netball should noe by nw wads my usual role le
n it is definitely nt shooter ..
im a center n WA ..
hmmm. cos team onli haf three shooters so i tink tat if i try
n train being a shooter should help th team ..
my shooting improved alot ..
nt so consistent bt quite gd la ..
wil do my best so tat i wun disappoint anyone ..
ermms .. gt my position liao ..
im a 133 in lvl n a 23 in class ..
lousy yea ?
hahas .. im of cos nt satisfied wif it la ..
bt .. cant change tat ..
anyw im putting 3G in first choice n 3F in second ..
hope i enter F though ..
going to sch nwadays is lik nt going la ..
damn boring ..
oh ya , jus realised tat some ppl i dun expect to c my blog
is seeing my blog ..
hahas .. im talking in rounds sia ..

taggs replies xD
-kerwin: Hey girl, how u doing ? [;
hahas .. fine tks .. xD how abt u ?


going to bathe yea ?
signing off <3

sori peepo didnt manage to update my blog for tis while
cos i was barred frm th com ..
nw stil being barred la ..
bt .. hehes i play awhile i dun tink she wil find out rite ??
hahas .. after tis post i tink will haf to wait till
abt 1 month latr den i can post agn ..
all my closest n dearest should noe tat im currently attached rite ??
hmm. latest info for ya'all is tat tings arent going well for me
in th sense of studies n my love life ..
i totally flunked my sci .. so lets nt mention it anymor ..
im tinking of putting G clas n F in second ..
ermms .. lets jus say im giving a one wk for tat guy n me
n im hoping tat tings wil solve magically by den ..
if it doesnt den i tink tat it wil jus haf to end ..
ermms sori my dearest cousin tat i cant go taqq ur blog everydae
lik i promised .. n sori to those hu wants me to relink
n i havnt .. i promise i wil find some time to link , k?

ps. ermms .. handsome .. hu exactly r u ??
thanks for praising me or wadeva .. bt pls dun sae vaness k ?
tks lots ..

loves to everyone ..
signing off <3

heard tis song in 98 7 ..
nice song .. :)
hahas .. had asp for geog todae ..
cleared my doubts (:
queeny told me gt xtra lesson den i follow her de
actualli ..
haish.. todae ma going to drag me n mei to HER collegues' gathering..
it is HER collegues ehs .. nt ours ..
pull us along for wad ??
damn tired tis few daes ..

signing off <3

hooked up to korean songs (:
2 pm rocks !!

signing off <3

which of wad u sae is exactly th truth ??
nw i jus cant seem to blive any of ur words ..
u wan me to blive u bt sori .. i cant do it anymor ..
mayb th onli ting u can do nw is try to win bac my trust ..
bt i doubt u wil waste ur time on me huh ..

todae is first dae of brk frm exams stil gt to revise la ..
feel veri tired n stressed up ..
bt i wil jys for th ppl hu love me n blive in me :)
i wil do my best ..
th next paper we wil haf when we resume our exams would b maths paper 1 ..
nt sure y bt im feeling somehw confident n nervous at th
same time ..

signing off <3

haf to accept reality ..

signing off <3

MISERY !!

tis time .. i dun tink im tinking too much ..

it is th truth tat u r avoiding me n ignoring me ..

is it bcos i dont haf freedom ??

even if i dun haf freedom , cant we jus lik each other ??

or haf u been lying all tis while ,

empty promises ?? sweet-nothings ??

haf u been playing wif me all tis while ??

am i ur 代替品 ??

u noe .. u could haf warned me at th start ..

b4 i fell so deep .. tat i can hardly even c th sky ..

u noe wad .. wheneva u ignore me .. i jus feel empty ..

i walk as though im a zombie .. i can hardly eat or slp ..

i should haf kept to th rules ..

to nv fall in love ..

SIGNING OFF

queeny !! im brking dwn le la !
i cant stand it anymor !!
im realli realli tired of being th one hu starts all th convo !!
it is exhausting la !
i realli feel lik crying nw ..
你听得懂吗？我好累啊！！！
我受不了了！！
im nt exaggerating !!

forget it .. u wun understand de ..
its been mor than one month since i saw u then ..
first status was stranger , next sch mate ..
next next jus know u , next next next frens
n lastly i duno .. nth i guess ..
i told queeny wad kor told me via msg ..
she said tat i shouldnt listen to him ..
bt i told her tat wad he said made sense ..
so she told me to gif him one chance ..
continue toking to him ..
till exam is over ..
at least gif him some time ..
bt for me ? im jus exhausted ..
everytime i tok to him .. i feel as though
'hey !! it is lik damn one -sided lor ..'
wad to do .. lik always .. my heart is nt listening to its
owner .. it ran away n someone picked it up ..
leaving wif it .. nw i jus feel so empty ..

signing off <3

you muz b a gd runner bcos u r alwys running in my mind ,
you muz b a gd thief bcos u haf stolen my heart ,
n im alwys a bad shooter bcos i miss u alwys ..