MESSED UP !!
seriously ! wads wrong wif me la !!
i get so bloddy upset at th sight of those two peep .
hell ! gosh .. jus th thought of them mayb gettin tgt can kill me
no .. actually jus th sight of them talking to each other
can make me vomit ..
yup ! im definitely nt exaggerating ..
sometimes when i jus c one of them i can cause a big
impact on my brken heart ..

wadeva .
trying my veri veri best to forget n u keep appearing to waste my efforts .
todae i saw u at my bloc at th second floor
duno y u r thr bt wth can u jus simply disappear for 1 month b4
reappearing eva agn ?
u suck ! i dropped th ball n went after it n tats when i saw u .
jus simply sitting thr n ignoring me .

nerves breaking soon . tmr is carnival le
having nervous break dwns
help me !!
ugh ! veri tired nwadays
bt wadeva . going to catch bac all those sleeps im missing during th
hols !! n another headache ! i HATE hols !!
haish haf to return sch during hols ! trainings
oh ya . asked dad abt chalet le .
i onli mentioned tat i wan go bbq . his ans is lik dead silence.
scary lo . u can actualli c his face change when i mention th bbq
haish . worst come to worst dun go lo .
i nvm de .. nt first tym they deprived me off my freedom anyways
wish me all th lucks for tmr ! xD
haf to wake up veri early tmr .


taggs replies xD
-kerwin: not gd -.-' dun aask about it..
hmm.Oh k .. bt u can talk to me if u nid someone to talk to, yea ?