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Pictures, pictures and pictures !! Wow , pictures are alot alot de lahhs !! Got time so decided to spam my own blog with lotsa lotsa pictures !! Pictures of me and vanessa at the Seoul Garden lunching and goofing around , and the wedding of xiao shu and xiao shen. :D Hehe , today is SAMANTHA's birthday !! YES ! My small cousin , currently a 2 or three years old ?? (OOPS!! I DON"T REMEMBER!! )HAHAS SO !! A PRETTY PRETTY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER YEA ? HAHA !! Hmm , today is quite a great day bahhs, just that had to use around half of my day to persuade ppl to help me print my geography portfolio :( Some ppl are just so unhelpful !! LOL !! Anyw , my day was not so sweet afterall , rmb-ed that i had this tremendous sudden urge to vomit and had this earthquaky stomachache !! Scary right ? DAO-ED jeremy , LOL , serious so not feeling well till i no mood to entertain anyone . Even glared at an old man !! Gosh ! How obnoxious i am at times!!But i not feeling well ehs .. :( FEel bad, TOTALLY !! I wanna change phone !! i want to want to WANT TO !!!! AHHH !! HAD a very very long and 'interesting' conversation with vaness's bro , damn cute lahhs can take him like 5 mins to just reply ?? LOL . Talking to him is damn difficult lor !And he kept screeching that screechy chicken at me -.-Then i say him he tell me he didn't do it =.=!! Hmm , many should know by now that i recently had this finger injury when having netball training bahhs .. You can imagine how swollen it is lor and it was damn bruised !! Like chao da black hor !Hmm can say is like pig suckling.. LOL!! But now can consider heal le bahhs cause it is not swollen anymore and not so bruised le !! (Y) (Y) Oh ya , yesterday , papa wore mama buy de t-shirt , now also youngster wear de shirt hor ! He look damn shuai okay !BUT !! A major but !! His belly really ruins the whole image la!! HAHA!! K , thats all i guess ! :D

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Sheryl!: Hey babe, my name is like, at the bottom in your links, whyyyyy! I hang out with you during recess yaknow. hahahah. Seeya on Monday!

Puay Xuan:Haha , apologises !! Didn't notice it ma ~ Cause i put is not in order de.. So unless requested , i would be too lazy to do anything :D

y.CHERYL!: link me up! (: >

Puay Xuan:LINKED !!!! HAHA !! :DD O.o Which song ? Tues ?? What happen to you ??

vanessa:D: wheres my BIG BIG BIG thnks for tht super duper big pressent???haha:D joking

Puay Xuan: THANKS YOU !!! FOR THE VERY VERY VERY BIG BIG PRESENT YOU GAVE ME !! :DD

All we had is gone now .. IMPOSSIBLEE

I don't really have anything to post BUT i have lots of stuffs in my mind that i want to shout aloud but can't .. I don't know how to tell you guys what i am feeling now , because i am afraid that you might not get how i feel and think that i am exaggerating . I know some of you are afraid that i might do something to myself when i feel like i am alone and feel like dying BUT i hereby make a promise to you all that i will never ever resort to that even when i feel like death is a better choice .

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Heartbreaks are the best teachers.

Hiies, people ! Long time no postt le !! Hadd my VERY HIGHS and very lows today .. Failed two tests , actually , it is not failed yet , cause not ,marked yet . But geography test was the one that i got back le ANDD the mark was actually 7 to 15 !! Yupp , thats sad and it made my day the low day , then came the out of the BLUE amaths test (not exactly out of the BLUE lahhs is i mistook it as other day so total no preperation :( ) THAT! Turned my day absolutely upside down , almost cried because of the test and headache . Talked to Vivian in class today, muhahahahaha , gossip ahaha .. Talking to her was great fun xDD Hmm ,tomorrow is DnT :( Tomorrow have tuition :( Oh ya , some pictures of the day on my birthday at ah ma's house is uploaded recently at huileng jie's blog and i took it le (hope she don't mind). Here goes ....

Birthday cake , shared between me and hui leng jie !

Cute right? ><

Er shu, Hui Leng-jie, Kor Kor and Xiao Shus' results in playing wii sports bowling

Pa and Ma looking at the lottery results , so busy looking

that they did'nt even realise that they are in front of the camera xD

And, thats all!! Thanks all those who wished me happy birthday, gave me birthday presents and love me !

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Hi people!
Currently at home rotting, doing geography project now .Attended a church wedding in the morning, made me almost swear that when i grow up i must have a church wedding as well.Thats all i guess, will post more later! Sis going to take over the computer for awhile:(

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Watch me go by babe

Happy late five days chinese new year to all !!

Today is thursday right ? Yaya, is thursday.
Hey,people!
Went to compass with vanessa after school today, talk talk eat eat , she eat i see and do my homework(See!So guai ehs!!><).If my luck is good, then tomorrow after tuition should be able to go to Mrs Tan house bai nian bahhs .. And shun bian celebrate my birthday with vanessa they all. BUT if cannot, then zhen shi shi wang le la! Really really hope that can go HOR!!Got eye infection on chu yi(first day of chinese new year)so totally didnt get to wear contacts for the other two days ehs !! And it really really does hurt, i think is eye got cut by something bahhs cause shut eye or got light zao dao my eye will pain like madd!!But now hao le:)Oh ya, my ang bao money reached a total of 440 bucks!! Nice amount, but cant touch all will be deposited into bank:( Nvm !! At least got money wor..k, thats all!

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A VERY VERY SHORT POST .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HUI LENG JIE JIE !!

Thanks eddie for helping me organise my photos for DnT ..

Failed my amaths indices and surds test .. DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF , But im not gng to give up (promise) , instead im gng to work harder .

k thats all , birthday approaching .. so scared .

loves ..

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I AM A MILLION DOLLAR GIRL SHOW !!

Dont piss me off with your dao face , cause i am not in the least bit interested on what happened that you want to treat me likie that .

Had phy test today , i am already 101% prepared at heart to get back a failed paper le . today's homeworks for me is as follows :
- english IYOW ws
- phy ws
- geog pg 51 &52
- DnT

Lots to chiong la .. But my mood is down so i dont think i can complete my DnT in time for tmr's lesson . NEVERMIND ! I bet i wun be the only one standing up or scolded . HMPH ! After lesson today went to Home Ec room to look for vanessa , had a small nib of the thai fishcake she made . HONOURED SEH ~ But eat le got tiny bit of regrettful lehhs . Its spicy can ? Lols , she eat already also shocked dao . -.- Then she still want me to drink her that qi li ku guai de apple juice . EeeeeeEEEeeeee la .. Then just throw away lo .. Damn stupid lehhs , those chunks of apples just get stuck in the bottle dont want come out lor . Mei ban fa , decided to shake the bottle like some maddie .. So unglam can ? FINALLY ! Every single big and small chunks of that apple came out .. Haha , after i walked with vanessa till econ then walked back home myself . Reached home , started to turn every rocks in my house to find my confiscated phone (tell you more below) . Finally found it la .. See nia , cant do anything :(

Okay , the story is like that de ............ Long long time ago , there is this girl (me !) listens to music when studying .. One day , her mother suddenly materialised at home after bringing her sister to her tuition . She was texting with her classmate (daniel) and listening to music and studying . Mother saw , scolded , demanded for her phone , scrolled through her msg . Nagged and scolded somemore ....... Took the phone and didnt bother to return it . THE END !

WA ! Such a nice story right ? Lols ..

K jiu dao zhe li le .. Those that read this post should be clever enuf to know that i cant reply any msg for now , so dont bother to text me till i post another post saying that i can text le .. but even if can now .. I cant text so much le ..
K thats all ..
BYES ..><

DONE !!! woots

MUHAHAHAHAHHA !!
i am done with the blogskin !! but abit not satisfied with the colour .
:(( but nvm i DONT CARE !! for now at least
cause i did it i did it i did it ~
hehe s... high high de ..
i need someone to help me change the colour for twitter and plurk ehs ..
i dont like the colour :(
thanks of you r going to help me !!
tell me and i will let you know my acc
but pls pls dont scam me uh .. :(
i will emo if u scam me de really really emo
hahas ..

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PMS-ing in progress sorry for the inconvience caused

freaking hot weather !!!!
make my mood go on and off ..=.-
really hope my ang will come b4 new year or come after ..
bu ran i dont know how i going to have that patience
to slowly yi ge yi ge ying chou sial ..
later i out of sudden pms den tio scolded by ah bu :(
hmmm.. most of you should know by now that
my birthday coming le bahhs ?
well .... one of my wish is partially fufilled le bahhs ..
it is the wish since last last last year lahhs
the wish to have my hair rebonded ..
guess who is the one who is going to help me fufill it ?
YA !! AH BU !!!!!! thanks her lots la !!
if nothing goes wrong ,
should be able to skip training and after tuition
go to rebond at kovan with vanessa ..
*****THATS IF NOTHING GOES WRONG*****
seriously hope that nothing goes wrong k ?
hmm .. lately i have this feeling that i drifting from that clique le .
mayb is my fault bahhs
but everytime i am with them ,
they just make me feel .. ?
dunno ? er not one of them ?
lols .. maybe is i think too much bahhs ..
lets see i got lots and lots of things i wanna get this NEW year !!
for example :
-thick belt
-high waist skirt
-whatever thats on my birthday wishlist
-no more bad dreams
-no more waking up at night with tearstained face
-top 5 or 7 in class

hehes .. most are impossible yea ?
but if i work hard yi xia zi jiu dao le . :D
oh ya , the price for the rebonding is like 99 bucks ???
like omg la .. i cant pay so i think is ahbu fu qian le :DD
but i feel so bad sial ..
cause if i not wrong they are already fan-ing about the condo le
and me ? i also fan them for my birthday gift :((

today is partially moody de ..
no idea why lehhs ..
just like pms like that but havnt lai how to pms ?
plus not coming anytime soon if i not wrong ..
hmm , chem teacher (ms teng)
today also like pms pms de ..
damn scary can last few lessons she still can tolerate the class de
usual nosense de BUT today tsk tsk ..
haish scream and scream at us la .. scared the shit out of me can ??
today really got spring test sehhs ..
teacher told us it was on amaths but gave us emaths spring ..
everybody damn shocked ..
some say what er wa this test so springy ehs ..
HAHAHAHA lahs
funny people !! xD
made my day .. but :(
sadded again .. duno why seriously ..
yesterday talked to someone who know i having bad mood
asked me to look at the mirror and smile to myself .
and i did it !! like wow la .. i laughed de lor ..
i am like i look like willy wonka with my bangs (bangs still short)
and then see see this angle that angle ..
see until laugh damn loud !!
but one sec after ,
my face changed again .
i duno why recently i keep thinking about him
i dreamt about him ,
think of him when i daydream
when i text other people
when i am studying ..
it is really getting that bad .
i have no idea why , but it just all came crashing back on me
i can wake up in the middle of the night crying
(luckily everyone sleeping soundly)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO :
yong quan (kor)(yesterday)
ps belated de .. sorry no present or anything
jin xuan
sorry dont talk to you de but still happy birthday

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