PMS-ing in progress sorry for the inconvience caused

freaking hot weather !!!!
make my mood go on and off ..=.-
really hope my ang will come b4 new year or come after ..
bu ran i dont know how i going to have that patience
to slowly yi ge yi ge ying chou sial ..
later i out of sudden pms den tio scolded by ah bu :(
hmmm.. most of you should know by now that
my birthday coming le bahhs ?
well .... one of my wish is partially fufilled le bahhs ..
it is the wish since last last last year lahhs
the wish to have my hair rebonded ..
guess who is the one who is going to help me fufill it ?
YA !! AH BU !!!!!! thanks her lots la !!
if nothing goes wrong ,
should be able to skip training and after tuition
go to rebond at kovan with vanessa ..
*****THATS IF NOTHING GOES WRONG*****
seriously hope that nothing goes wrong k ?
hmm .. lately i have this feeling that i drifting from that clique le .
mayb is my fault bahhs
but everytime i am with them ,
they just make me feel .. ?
dunno ? er not one of them ?
lols .. maybe is i think too much bahhs ..
lets see i got lots and lots of things i wanna get this NEW year !!
for example :
-thick belt
-high waist skirt
-whatever thats on my birthday wishlist
-no more bad dreams
-no more waking up at night with tearstained face
-top 5 or 7 in class

hehes .. most are impossible yea ?
but if i work hard yi xia zi jiu dao le . :D
oh ya , the price for the rebonding is like 99 bucks ???
like omg la .. i cant pay so i think is ahbu fu qian le :DD
but i feel so bad sial ..
cause if i not wrong they are already fan-ing about the condo le
and me ? i also fan them for my birthday gift :((

today is partially moody de ..
no idea why lehhs ..
just like pms like that but havnt lai how to pms ?
plus not coming anytime soon if i not wrong ..
hmm , chem teacher (ms teng)
today also like pms pms de ..
damn scary can last few lessons she still can tolerate the class de
usual nosense de BUT today tsk tsk ..
haish scream and scream at us la .. scared the shit out of me can ??
today really got spring test sehhs ..
teacher told us it was on amaths but gave us emaths spring ..
everybody damn shocked ..
some say what er wa this test so springy ehs ..
HAHAHAHA lahs
funny people !! xD
made my day .. but :(
sadded again .. duno why seriously ..
yesterday talked to someone who know i having bad mood
asked me to look at the mirror and smile to myself .
and i did it !! like wow la .. i laughed de lor ..
i am like i look like willy wonka with my bangs (bangs still short)
and then see see this angle that angle ..
see until laugh damn loud !!
but one sec after ,
my face changed again .
i duno why recently i keep thinking about him
i dreamt about him ,
think of him when i daydream
when i text other people
when i am studying ..
it is really getting that bad .
i have no idea why , but it just all came crashing back on me
i can wake up in the middle of the night crying
(luckily everyone sleeping soundly)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO :
yong quan (kor)(yesterday)
ps belated de .. sorry no present or anything
jin xuan
sorry dont talk to you de but still happy birthday

labels: even sleeping hurts now