so what ? when it is tym , it is tym .

I finally got my answer that i had been wanting to know for a very long tym . But is this the answer i want ?


Like very long never post le , but never mind that cause i am posting now :D Supposed to be meeting up with amanda lee to collect the polishes but training was cancelled :( How sad .. so no training means cant go out to collect , yup ! Double sadness . To those who still wants to know why i didnt update for so so longgg . I got whole lot bunch of excuses for you all :D Like for example too busy ? Too lazy ? Not allowed ? Com crashed ? Hehes .. Hmm , sch is reopening in like three more days ? I think that i am starting to have phobia of sch le , no idea how it started though .

ans : The truth is i never really forgt you , somewhr in a corner of my heart you are still there .
I cant let you go . You taught me how to love but not how to stop .

merry christmas !!!
hohohohoohohohoohohoho !!!
i hope that everyone's wishes come true .
sorry i now no money so , no presents uh .. :x
hehe , i received quite a number of gifts but didnt give any .. feel so bad now :x
but overall i still want to wish everyone a very merry christmas !! HOHOHO !! xD:D

the butterfly couple .

Currently watching 'butterfly lovers' , lets see .. This is the how many times le uh ? Hmmm third time if i am not wrong . Some parts are so damn sweet and some funny , although its quite a sad ending . I really hope that this can actually happen in real life to me , if only finding a soul mate is that easy . Wu chun was in this show too , really touching ! must watch hor ..

Today is christmas eve and also jazreen' s b'day . So , firstly a early merry christmas to all . And next , a happy b'day to jazreen ! Thats all for now , buh byes .

pathetic .. ke lian de yao ming la ~ who ke lian ? me lo . currently waiting for the water for my bathe to hurry boil .. stupid tap la ! why spoil ? why why why ??? see la , now have to wait for water to boil so that i can have hot water to bathe and have to slowly fill the pails from the tap in the kitchen . damn ke lian lor , don't know still have to wait how many more days till the tap can be changed . most of our water supply got cut off as the tap is a connecter to the other taps (from what pa said ) nvm about that already . now trying to beautify the birthday card for jazreen , (tomorrow her b'day) skipped lunch so that i will have enough money to spend on the materials that i will need to prepare the card . but now ? i cant get over the fact that my handwriting will look ugly . tsk , how ?? my brain cells ... haish , today had training again . but it is not the training that makes the whole time in school torturous as coach did not come too , it is the amount of people who were in school for orientation that is torturous .. we were actually supposed to run 12 rounds round the court while truck loads of people are staring ! wah , throw one lousy ball uh . and you will go paiseh all the way .. lols . we had a short match b4 ending the training , most of the crowd was gone by then . BUT theres this fu zi that was like staring at us play lor , the father was pointing at the players on court . scary ! ended training with a briefing from ah how . headed straight to cp for lunch with vanessa , went to MACs after the first round of photo printing . after vanessa finished we headed to the shop again , waited as there are others who were printing too . vanessa received a call from her ma then went off le , leaving poor me to myself . printed the rest of the photos but one of them , a part of the face was cut off (the one that shows jazreen herself only ) no choice , lazy to queue again so decided to draw the rest by myself . head to porpular , bought a permanent marker . head straight home , walked by myself wor ! damn sad lor .. reached home just turned on the com not long , received a call from mei , was needed to bring her x'mas party present to scc and a bunch of sweet . (the stupid party that i cant go :( ) head down there , didnt linger long as i saw nu mo tou . ughhs , dao wei kou .. lols , head home agn . sat infront of the com , nothing much to do . checked fb , nuffnang and blog hopped . then moved on to cutting and pasting of the photos . nothing much liao . heading to bathe now . thats all , buh byes !

heartbreak lullaby

when i turned back ,
realised ...
i care about you no more .


this few days , i think sky papa is not happy .. :(
cause he keep crying lehhs . how ar ? i wonder why sky papa not happy ? sky papa , must be happy on x'mas eve and x'mas day okay ? cause if sky papa sad and cry again then the kids will sad de , cause will delay christmas papa's ride from north pole . so must be happy kays ? :D must happy like this ! xD hahas , nth much to post lehhhs .. today had training in school , coach didnt come today so co-coach came !! cant say that training was tougher la , cause did not train for quite long le . lets do a quick summary of the training !! xDD hmm , we ran 20 ROUNDS around the court . er.. did stretchings , then we did cranks . know what are cranks ? don't know jiu hao , cause know le sure feel like dying de ! imagine , your arms taking your weight at a 90 degree angle and body at push up position . and everyone in the team is supposed to keep that position and read out then spell all their names one by one and we can only ease from that position when everyone finish reciting their names and spelled !! argghh , muscle aches .. then was pair ball work . after was group drills , eg highest point , longest highest , 45 degree dodge , single dodge and double dodge . then we moved to court work , eg splits and so on so on .. next was a very very short match , the battle of the tug ins and non tug ins !!!! after was shooting for the shooters , while serious sprinting for us mid fielders and defenders . every one drop balls we are supposed to run to the end of the court and back . same for the group drills , every one drop balls we are supposed to do ten push ups . did cool up stretched and ready to go home BUT before going home ah how talked and talked and talked , talked dao our tomorrow ben lai you de friendly against punggol was postponed !!!! haish nvm la .. thats alright ! fan zhen i was planning to skip if there is no match so i tell ah how i not going tmr .. lols .. but co-coach managed to shou fu me ask me not to skip .. so didnt skip lor . went to cp for lunch with vanessa , went to find venetta (vanessa's sis) before looking for lunch , who was at pizza hut . walked around and around , initial choice was MAC's but vanessa don't want so we headed to sakae . in the end only bought a chawanmushi .. we headed to pizza again and that was where we decided that lunch is HERE !! lols , ate th chicken drumlets and criss cross fries vanessa ate baked rice , she actually chose one that was spicy and didnt realise it till it came so we asked to change . went to arcade after lunch . homed around 2 , bathed and rest for awhile .. today someone made me so dam fricking pissed la ! she think she who huh ? she tink her superior not there can act big is it ? don't need help ? good ! next time pls don't say that you need any help cause i will always remember what you said . i was willing to sacrifice my training for th trip alright but you later even tell me that the party i also don't need go help ?! u serious think yourself too high le lor !
till here , buh byes ! xD muacks to everyone (except ah how and nu mo tou .)

oh my supergirl ~

Super Junior-M(슈퍼주니어-M)_Super Girl(슈퍼걸)_뮤직비디오(MusicVideo)

love me for me <3

"sometimes one can try all ways to impress someone ,

try so hard so hard that they change themselves jus to impress him or her .

they might not realise but when they turn back .

they realised how much they changed ,

realised that they are not themselves anymore ."

k , randoming . didnt have much to post , ermms last night i just realised sth . i duno whether if i should feel disgusted or wad , bt disappointed is a 100 % . u all should be confused by wad i am saying , bt i cant help u all clear your question marks above your heads , sorry .. hmm , lemme see . wad did i do today ? oh ! rmb le .. i watched barbie ! hehes .. dun laugh at me la .. i know that it is childish but ya i watch barbie . so wad ? lols .. and i watched stepup 2 for the how many times already ? but nvm it is still very nice .. gave me a strong impulse to dance as well . hmm , now im watching camp rock (also watched for many times) . slept at 1 plus last night bcos someone asked me to chat with him .. but we only chat till 12 45 , but i stayed up till 1 plus bcos i couldnt seem to fall asleep . i tink half way last nite or was it morning it started raining heavily , wanted to wake up to close th window bt too tired .. hahas .. k ,thats all .

my lunch

woots ! just had my lunch !! guess what is my lunch ? you will be very very shocked when u know .. my lunch is an apple ! yes ping guo .. haha ..

till here .. will post latr ..

tiring day

(photo taken down)

vanessa, when we were at the NEWater exhibition ! (photo taken by either amanda or si yu)

so , don't blame me cause is not i take de ..

the so called raft in the arcade where all queued up so patiently just to sit on and act crazy !!

si yu ! (photo should be taken by amanda bahs )
this photo was taken at marina barrage's water playing area ..

(photo taken down)

see vanessa's face ? i think she is smiling so wide cause she is very relieved that we were out of the NEWater exhibition (which is dam boring !)
or is she smiling so wide because i was acting crazy at that tym ? haha nvm .. either way she looks nice ..

this ? i am very sure that it is was taken by amanda ! hang on !! or was it si yu ? k , mayb i am not so sure alright .. but it must be one of them cheeky girls , for the whole trip they were taking so many unglams of others .. so bad rite ? oh ya , in this photo is ME ! hehe .. i don't noe what was i doing at that tym but from the background i can guess that we were at the ultra violet stage ..

i am the greenie and well , the one beside me is obviously vanessa ! and well , this is taken by amanda .. this tym i am 100% sure cause b4 i put my head dwn to try to rest she was holding up her phone ..


okay .... who on earth took this picture ?? i seriously don't rmb myself doing that ! did one of u edited the picture ?

me and amanda (who kept insisting that we took a picture tgt)

so , took a quick photo at marina barrage while the kids are gathering .


amanda at work agn ! (in this picture, me[right side] , siyu [centre] and denise [left side]

amanda insisted in taking this scene down .. haish .. so ugly also wan take ... tsk tsk ..

the cones at the top of my head are cones for water ..

light ORANGE COLOURED leg made star . (legs belong to me , vanessa , amanda , si yu and denise)

taken at the NEWater exhibition at the fountain ..

dark ORANGE COLOURED legs made star .

light BLUE COLOURED legs made star .

dark BLUE COLOURED legs made star .

PINK COLOURED legs made star .

GREEN COLOURED leg made star .

colourful ?? haha the fountain when it is changing colour ..

denise .. i think that she is listening very closely to the guide talking about reverse osmosis .. HAHA

and NOW ! the unglams of DENISE TAN !!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHA !!

dam cute ?

little fishyy uh ? haha .. look at her ! horsing abt when the guide is talking !! oops sorry fishy ! is fishing around !! hehe ..

see her sian look ?? well , thats the face that was on everyone face when the guide was talking !

all was having a question mark on their head as well ..

talking abt reverse osmosis ? ultra violet light ? seriously duno a single thing so drilling on and on abt it does'nt help in learning things ..

again ! the fish look !! bt a close up .. hehe ..

this is marc sim ! people , say hi to marc sim ! lols .. this irritating guy irritated lots of ppl , including me and denise .. (denise was in full mode in swearing and cursing when marc irritated her as she was already not feeling well ..) see la marc ! serves u rite !! and u still owe me a cup noodle !!

this is the yi ming lor ! the orang utan in the zoo .. duno y he followed us here .. tsk tsk .. bad monkey uh .. bt at least he behaved better than the other monkey(marc sim) ..

denise , why are u looking so shocked ? u are already in their phone's album since the start of the trip .. so dun be so surprised !!

wanna noe what happened here ? hehe ..

my story :

me : oh .. who's chewing gum is it on the floor ?

amanda : teacher zelig de .

me : oh ! okay i return to him ..

(sneakily put the chewing gum packet into his bag )

(teacher zelig turns around and sees me with my hand trying to put the chewing gum in)
(tries to explain to him so he wun misunderstand)

me: teacher ! your chewing gum 掉了 !

teacher zelig : ya rite !

me : really lor ! u don't blive me wor !

(the rest was trying hard not to laugh )

me : tsk ! dun blive den dun blive lor ..

the true story :

(i was so bored , saw teacher zelig's bag 's side pocket have chewing gum )

me : ehs .. i go take uh ..

others : go lo !

(sneak up , successfully retrieved the chewing gum)

me : ehs , wan one ?

others : (trying not to laugh out loud ) 不要啦 , hurry go put back!
me : orhh ...

(sneaks up agn , this tym teacher zelig was like fidgetting )

in my head : stupid la ! stop moving can !!
(finally , left it inside ..)

unfortunately ...

teacher zelig : did u take my things ?

me : hehe .. haha .. hehe .. haha ..

a monkey that was trying to take a photo of others when he was inside a picture himself

aldric - better known as al- didi .. why is he holding his slippers like that ?

must be yi ming's artistic idea of good post for th camera ba .. haha

jolie ! better known as i dun noe ... haha .. same name as me .. xD

see how happy al-didi is infront of th camera ? haha

wan hong and jolie .. who took this photo ? so bo liao .. but nvm .. it is still a nice one .. :)

al-didi posing for another shot ! oh my goddd he is so cute in this one ..

overall : tiring

had a briefing , before going home ..

had fun though ..

denise fell ill on th trip ,

had a slight fever b4 entering th water

came up with a fever after entering ..

haish , take care uhhh ..

dun be sick for too long we will miss u ..

lastly get well soooooooonnnn ! xD

i am going to die of boredom so soon that i can practically say i can die now ! arghhh ... bored la ! someone text me can ? i need someone to text to me .. distract me ! make me not think about why didnt he text me .. help me .. pls ? my phone like dead de lor .. didnt have a single msg except one from tutor , tuition shifted up to 2 30 . so , tuition will end at 4 instead . so pls help me or i will just keep holding on to my phone and keep scolding myself for being so stupid to keep staring at a blank screen ..

what do you do ..

when the one thing you live for leaves you ..

rotting agn .. slept only this morning at 2 am . waited for msg to come but nothing came till 12 am , watched 篮球火 and while waiting , also watched the replay of 百万大歌星 with pa . b4 11 30 around 10 plus there was incredible tales , heard the backbone chilling music and know that it is going to be very very scary .. so i just took the controller lowered the volume and ran (yup ! i ran !! xD) picked up my half finished 爱情小说 . didnt go out till 篮球火 started , took my 小说 out with me as well (for the ads breaks de) . so , watched read watched read watched read watched read ...... around 12 i went to take a look at my phone for msg and FINALLY! i got a msg le , but my eyes was about to shut anytime soon . but me as a kind girl stayed up and texted with him till 1 16 am , he was tired la so i ask him to go home quick and bathe and sleep . (heard from him that they lost the mingyi match.)he siad alright so our convo ended there . watched the television for awhile more , then my eyes got really really heavy that i cant seem to open them full .

today , woke up at 8 am plus . went to breakfast with pa and mei , ate chee choeng fan . (starting to hate the food in koufu le ! feel like puking when i eat .. :( ) reached home called dad , didnt ans me ..called ma , answered ! and she ask me if i want go ehub de kids explorer not (with aunt and cousins)[haha ,childish place , i know but i go there play de .. cnt ma ??]. i said anything cause i don't know whether i want to go not , she asked me want bring mei not .. (my head was like shouting NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!HELL NO!)but i said i anything la .. so , i guess that after tuition that ends at 4 30 , i will have to fetch mei , get her home to bathe then head down to ehub to meet up with them .. wonder if we are going to eat new york new york for dinner .. (better not ! or i will have to skip lunch so that i can finish what i have on the plate ..) hope that can bowl when i am there .. hmm , x'mas is coming ! are most of you all busily preparing for it ?? haha , in case i cant wish on the actual day or i don't have the time or remember to wish .. i wish all of you all a merry christmas !!

okay , i think that i have cooled down already . but i am still not happy with what she did . SERIOUSLY NOT HAPPY . but i very good de i won't show it out infront of others . and now ? i am actually regretting my choice of saying no to going to jacks place to eat . really really regret ! my stomach is making lots of noise , lied to ma that i ate already but really i don't have any appetite . (all thanks to her!) seriously rotting at home , searched for songs for a very very very very very long time and found none that can cheer me up . blame it on her ! i don't really know what to post .. my mind is empty now having humoungous headache now . i think that it is the effect of skipping lunch .. serve me right ! wanted to take the pictures that hui leng jie took yesterday during the shopping trip but .. today no mood and don't feel like posting any pictures so will post those pictures up when i want to . okay , i think thats all for now ! buh byes !!

don't make me hate you cos when i hate you th consequences is big

firstly , i want to thank mei for getting me into such a big trouble .
secondly , i want to warn everyone that seriously when you piss me to the point where i can hate you . i will make you regret and make your life difficult .
thirdly , i got my purple dress yesterday .
fourth , didnt get my shoes yet .
fifth , i really feel like screaming vulgarities now . BUT i am trying my best to cool down and not shout and cry at the same time .
sixth , this is to my mei ..

i think that she did'nt point a knife under your throat nor left a camera

near you to force you to blab everything that happened on the shopping trip .

although she asked you to tell ma and pa about what happened ,

why did you say it to the point where i am the one that is all at fault ?

so , to say you had a choice of blabbing and not .

and you choose to blab , and now ? pa and ma is angry at me and you . i am at fault i got scolding that is alright but now you brought the whole family into chaos .

and have you ever really thought of the reason

why i was never so close to you as to my friends ?

so please think about it .

cause if i have the right now .

my hand would had left a red fat hand mark on that disgusting face of yours .

just think first next time you want to blab things about me .

cause when i hate you i hate with all my heart .

just know this , i don't trust you anymore .

you know why ?

it is cause of your big fat mouth that can't seem to go shut when it is required to .

yup , i know my words are hurting but imagine how i felt when you blab the secrets i told you

and asked you not to tell anyone out .

sometimes i just think that you are outsider just some crazy girl that is living under the same roof as me .

and i can tell you that when you grow up , you will not have a true friend because you are so big mouthed that all your friends are probably the same as you . and i believe that all your friends would also be a hypocrite lyk you are .

and no one like hypocrites . that i promise you .

oh ya , for your info . i never told ma/pa about your hitting me without a reason .

cause i believe that when i tell her you would be thrown out of the house .

yup ! thats how a good sister should behave and you did not .

so you are not my sister , although the blood that is running in your vein is the same as mine .

and actually there is alot more secrets of yours that is still with me that i never told ma .

and you ? you just use the secrets that i told you to blackmail and threaten me . those methods are used only by despicable people like you ! and not me , that is why your secret is still with me .

oh .. and i know that you think that you have so much leadership in you that you can take care of the whole group withpot a blunder .

but sorry to pop your big fat non existent bubble , you don't have that much of leadership at all .

and me being a volunteer in student care means i have every right to scold you .

and believe me i scold you only when you did something you should not .

so , take it . i am a volunteer there , i can control you .

seventh , i have no more to say so end of post . good bye .

mission failed and feel weak !!

currently at grandma's house .
today went to the town area to shop for the dresses .

went to robinsons , tangs , og and metro .
walk till leg pain .
finally mission failed as we didnt manage to find any dress that is nice or cost worth
most nice ones we saw were 100 onwards
so ,
tmr will be heading to bugis .
k till here ..
buh byes ! gng to doze off soon !!

9th dec

vanessa went to my hse on th 9th !

k dun anyhow tink hur .

she came to pei me rot at hme nia ..

supposed to eat out at rivervale mall bt cos of obessive shopping at daiso

we bought back to my hse .

shop wad ?

well, it is all vanessa stuff tat we were shopping for .

xmas gifts for her family ,

basically alot of ppl ok .

imagine la ..

walking around th whole of daiso for beri beri long to jus shop for everyone's gift ..

torturous lo ..

bt gng out wif vanessa is hilarious also la ..

lets take tis as an example :

we finish shopping for th gifts liao .

as it is mostly ceramic made

they haf to b wrapped wif newspaper to prevent it frm brking

so vanessa being th gd girl told th person tat we will come back latr for th stuffs

as a long queue was forming behind us .

we went down to th foodcourt and started looking for our da bao food .

vanessa bought duck rice ,

i bought fried kway teow .

so , happy tat we both gt to buy wad we wan to eat for lunch

we headed out of rivervale mall .

nth happened here rite ?

u dun see anyting wrong wif us walking out of th mall ?

k , den lets continue ..

vanessa and me den crossed th road to rivervale pri sch tat side .

we walked till th bus stop thr and den i rmbed sth

we forgt abt our daiso stuff !

can u blive it ?

hahahahahahhaahahahahahah..

imagine if we went back liao den realised ..

wah we would haf to walk back agn ..

luckily i remembered uh ..

when i said ahhh

i doubt vanessa even realised wad i was ahh-ing abt ..

bt when i tell her she was lyk omg !

haha ..

we went back to daiso ,

bought some gift wrappers paid collected and left ..

back to th pt whr i remembered abt th stuffs

it started to rain heavily ..

wah we were lyk crazy gals running lyk there is a dino behind us lor ..

hair went wet , shirt too ..

i very ke lian lor ..

bcum vanessa's maid ..

so , ran and ran lor ..

reaching shelter le it rained heavier !

so we decided to remove our slippers and run .

wah , dam shiok bt very embarassing ehs ..

hahas .. really hope tat she can come my hse agn la ..

oh ya , th wrapping of gifts process at my hse is messy sial ..

th unwanted wrappers were all over th floor .

vanessa uh ,

she uh fold she tink nan kan jiu crush and throw one side .

serious wastage of paper ..

k , i tink post almost everyting le ..

byes !

MARC SIM LOST TO A PRI 1 GAL !! (read on)

pictures are in no particular order .

jolie (jenell's sister)! haha same name as me de mei mei .
last picture at the water workz ! GATHER PEEPO ! (a CIPs picture)

me and amanda-dar (before we gt wet . )

the kiddos eating like they had been starved since a week ago.

serious ! especially aldric-di .. he was like grabbing handfuls and handfuls of

us CIPs fries la ! not only tat he grab handfuls and had mouthfuls ..

see how much fun they had without me ? :(

after all the wetness ! xD

gt wet from getting sprayed at .. -.-

nope nope !! not what you r thinking horh !!

i was using yi ming's psp to play audi against marc sim

won most of the rounds against him anyway . :D

another picture b4 we two girls r being sprayed at !

NICOLE ! k , lemme explain .. she is a xiao mei mei in scc

and by xiao i mean primary one ar

see how concentrated she is at the psp screen ?

well , she was playing audi against marc sim and guess wad ?

marc sim lost !!!

so DL rite ?

MUHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA !!

marc sim so lousy !!

have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart ?

i have a feeling that everything will replay again ..
all to the start and at the end i will just hurt myself .
am i stupid , naive or what ?
cant i see that it is all lies ?
do i need another major heart brk to start learning ?
so gullible .
i dont wanna blive in love anymor .
hurt too mani tyms .

dont want to fall ,
signing off

god ! i just realised how much how many
i missed ya'll guys ..
yt ! sy ! queeny !
i want sch to reopen !
i want to hang out wif you guys agn !
ahhhhhhhh !!
muacks and hugs to you guys !
blive me the next tym i see ya'll
i will run forward jump and hug u so tightly !
muhahahahahahahahaha ...
so looking forward to sch ..
really really really missed you guys ..
didnt get the chance to go out wif ya'll
tis hols ..
really really wanna go out wif you guys
and be real crazy ..
gosh i just miss ya'll so much
thanks for all those hugs
ya'll gave me when i nid it the most ..
i really hope tat will still stay as close as we
are when we were in 2G

ok .. i noe la ! dam random ..
bt duno i just suddenly haf this full train of thoughts
abt ya'll
i so very much and many miss ya'll ..
the crazy times ..
i will remember de ..

MUACKS !!! <3

credits for remake of blogskin of
clipped-love.blogspot.com
goes to hui leng jie !!

thank her lots for helping me to find this blogskin and
making the changes needed .
so credits to her for this very nice blogskin .
thanks thanks !
thanks lots !

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE !

happy belated b'dae amanda loke !

sori tat i wished u a dae latr .
sori tat i cant go to th outing yesterdae tat was meant to be celebrating ur b'dae
sori tat i didnt wish u personally .
SORI SORI SORI !

to amanda :
ermms .. if i haf th chance ..
i would realli lyk to wish u happy b'dae ..
REALLI !! i mean it ..
so realli sori uh ..
dun angry k ?
i didnt celebrate ur b'dae is cos my mama dun let me go out ..
so pls forgive me ..
and i noe tat i shouldnt go to th library outing when it is ur b'dae ..
so veri veri sori ..

ugh .. dam tired nw ..
had to remove th bedsheets put on new ones ,
sweep th floor and,
mop th floor ..
take a bathe ..
skipping lunch .. (no appetite)
pack for tuition
1 30 : go tuition ..
3 00 : come back frm tuition
3 05 - 6 00 : use com ..
6 05 : go bring mei
6 30+ : come back ..
6 40 : stare at th tv screen ..
8 00+ : go for dinner ..
10 00 + : come back ..
10 05 : take a bathe ..
10 40 : go to slp ..
7 30 : wake up..
NEXT DAE !!

FINALLY ! dam exhausted ~

can u believe it ? i survived ! omg .. so dam tiring la ~

th kids r obviously trying to make life difficult for me lor ..

they r supposed to walk in pairs BT

one pair in particular is lyk one walking fast one walking slow ..

so , when i scold them they r lyk he is walking so fast .

the other would b he is walking so slow ..

so , wad am i suppose to do ?

yup ! push th one tat is slow forward and slow the other dwn ..

nope .. nt funni ! dun laugh ..

imagine .. tats exactly how i was lyk when i was still in student care lor

tinking abt it nw im lyk SO CHILDISH !!

oh ya , hui leng jie say my english when blogging is lyk shit (nt exact words)

or is bad .. lyk dam lousy .. :(

i hear her say tat uh ,

i was lyk kena shocked and so sad ..

cos i nv realli tot tat my english is so lousy

my english gt realli so bad mahs ??

u all muz help me ehs ,

or else i next yr english sure GG de ..

YESTERDAE:

woke up at 11 plus ..

brushed up , took a quick bathe , dressed up .

packed my stuffs ,

went down wif mei to meet xiao gu , hui leng jie and kor kor .

head to kovan for breakfast .

ate hai nan ji fan , dam full ..

den went str to town area ,

went to far east plaza to shop for

(mission 1 : look for a dress for th wedding)

a dress .. no , actualli is two

one white for morning ,purple for th dinner ..

walked and walked and walked ..

shook heads at ugly dresses ..

nodded at a few dresses bt didnt choose any in particular ..

tats until we went in tis shop called 'zimpo'

i was looking around when tis white dress caught my eyes .

it might look plain bt somehow i lyk it alot ..

i will post th pict when i haf th tym ..

mei gt tis pink cute tube dress looks quite plain too . BT is quite nice too ..

hui leng jie gt tis black-white tube dress it is a little lacy (v nice !)

so , nw i haf to find a night dress mei also .

and hui leng jie left wif one morning one ..

So, we continued our search .

after awhile

my stomach started grumbling ..

at tat moment mei also said tat she wan to eat

so we head to kfc ..

took a quick meal i ate cheese fries and drank pepsi

den we continued looking ..

we came pass tis shop . forgt wads th name le ..

there , we were intro-ed to tis dress tat haf th flowers at th edge

and its a tube it is pink purple wif a ribbon(chanpagne)..

i tink tat it is nice lyk it ..

hui leng jie lyk it alot alot ..

so , i tell her she should take ..

cos xg also ask me wan nt ..

bt i belive me and hui leng jie dun lyk two person wear same dress

cos will dam weird even if it is diff colour ..

gt hui leng jie to send me th picts of her dresses ..

tats all for todae .

signing off ..

still moping abt .. i miss you

com is lagging lyk mad !!
facebook is lagging too !!
ugh dam tired ..
watched 向左走，向右走 yesterdae till lyk 1 30 ?
mei and pa also watched th show wif me ..
they sae tat it is dam boring ..
to me nope , i tink tat it is dam nice and interesting ..
th show also makes me tink abt fate and also if i haf met someone hu i duno
abt a few million times and didnt realise at all ..

gng to take a quicky bathe and den head to SCC to take care of those kiddos
gng to take them to seng kang library todae wif th tchers ..
wish me luck ! xD

boy , i miss you so ..
signing off .

me sheng bing le and mama sheng bing le
so tis few few days nv online and facebook and and blog
so sori to those hu is worried or is waiting for me to post ..
gettin better nw ... bt th headaches r stil coming v often
currently watching hai pai tian xin ..
intro-ed by hu leng jie and kor kor (reuben)
so , comment is great lor ..
it is dam funni and worth watching bt haf to wait for th episodes to come out so ..
haha .. i watching v slowly so i dun haf to wait .. hehe ..
hmmm i guess my plurk will decrease decrease ...
and my blog will die liao ..
cos i gettin lazier and lazier le ..
so let it die let it die let it die ..
hahahah ..
christmas coming le .. sch reopening le !!
YIPEEEEE
i wan sch to hurri reopen la ~
i wanna go sch
hurri hurri hurri la~
DA LANG DA LANG ~ DA LANG DA LANG ~
DA LANG DA LANG ~ DA LANG DA LANG ~ DALANG DA LANG ~
k , sori sori la ..
too sot abt dalang liao
haha .. hmm..
todae was jus training and hseworks and cooking for myself ..
drift past one dae agn ..
todae th basketballers had tis match wif bedok view ..
heard frm tang tat th guys lost ..
i wonder if th girls won ..
bt based on th fact tat they won alot of matches b4 ..
i tink tat they can win effortlessly ..
hmm..
yesterdae had tis tremendous headache ..
it came in series ..
and went feverish a bit ..
stil had to follow mei to her tuition at kovan lo ..
gng there is a routine la ..
haf to take mrt den after tat either eat abit or str away bring her up to morris allen
den latr walk here walk there wif mama ..
yesterdae is realli walk around for th whole bloody long and torturing boringly 2 hrs lor ..
haish .. dam tired sial ..
oh xue te ..
cnt sae sial ..
oh shyt ! see ! said tat agn .. slap slap ..
dun sae liao..
bt one happy ting was in tat long boring 2 hrs i managed to buy new sch shoes ..
my sch books also almost mai qi le ..
left tat eng de story book ..
HAISH !!
see another haish .. will v quickly bcum old de ..
k no mor ***** le ..
anyw i decided to dun take art liao take dnt first ..
might fail leh .. bt no choice la ..
see th appeal list all unsucessful sio ..
so me .... also dun nid to try de la ..
hmm .. so post until here le ..
still no jobs found anyw ..
signing off ~~
and and blog might die agn .. bt lazy la .. no choice

WOOTSBOOS ??
duno la ... stupid sialll
i wan go in G bt hor joshua and victor in G also ehss
ughhsssss
hao fan arrr
i dun wan dun wan dun wan laaaa
.......
sian la sian la
veri bored ehs ..
rotting at hme is sucha chore ..
arghhhsssss...

gng to e!hub on next mon ..
wif jaz , ken , cl , eddie , marc and vanessa ..
gng to watch 2012 !!
i dun realli wan to watch
bt ken wanna watch .. jaz also ..
so pulled th others to join me ..
duno stil haf others gng nt ..
signing off <3
oh ya , might b buying all my books todae !!
yipeee !! xD

CAN U HEAR TH DEAFENING SOUND OF MY HEART BRKing?

sori for th late post peepo !!
haha .. th genting trip is great bt abit tiring la ..
didnt take much pict . haha
bt alot of zilians ..
hehes ..
hmmm. so i wun post any picts k ?
hahas.
hmmmm. rmb i told u all tat i was sick lyk nt long ago rite ?
yupppp !! im sick agn !
hmm. quite long le bah .. it is nt recovering ..
im wondering wad is th symtoms of 相思病 ..
i tink im having th same symtoms of wad 刘备 was havin in zjsg
wheneva his name is seen or heard i cant help bt cry ..

if it doesnt hurt so badly . i wouldnt haf to cry .
i wish i can jus turn bac tym .
keep my eyes and my heart to myself
keep my heart as cold and as hard and nv fall and meet u ..
bt if i nv met u i tink i wil regret it .
so to love i can onli stand aside , sacrifice myself and bear th pain .
till i can let go .

im currently watching till episode 14 .
hehe .. veri soon will finish le bah ..
im looking for a hols job !!!!!!!!!!
anyone can recommend ?????
i wan to earn and save to buy coloured contacts and and rebond !!
and kor ah .. mei wan work jiu work la ~
dun scared mei kena tortured la ..
i nt so weak can ..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
zjsg's characters r so bloody cute !!!
so kawaiii ehhhh !!
so veri cartoonic cannn .
bt hor !! their china de idioms veri yong fa bu dui ehhhs
haha ..and liu bei tat character ji shuai worh
and and i lyk all !!
so tks si yu and manda for intro-ing tis how to me xDD
ohhhhhh and and 阿香 and 刘备 tgt si bei sweet can ..
dam cute !! xDDD

'A CHRISTMAS CAROL !'
Synopsis

Disney’s A Christmas Carol, the classic Dickens’ tale, is re-envisioned by Academy Award®-winning filmmaker Robert Zemeckis in a groundbreaking 3-D motion picture event starring JIM CARREY, GARY OLDMAN, BOB HOSKINS and ROBIN WRIGHT PENN.

Ebenezer Scrooge (JIM CARREY) begins the Christmas holiday with his usual miserly contempt, barking at his faithful clerk (GARY OLDMAN) and his cheery nephew (COLIN FIRTH). But when the ghosts of Christmas Past, Present and Yet to Come take him on an eye-opening journey revealing truths Old Scrooge is reluctant to face, he must open his heart to undo years of ill will before it’s too late.

Carrey plays not only Scrooge but also all three ghosts of Christmas in all the points of the space-time continuum in the classic story of a greedy Victorian miser who discovers, in true movie-cliche form, the true meaning of Christmas. Check out the trailer.











A MUST WATCH !!
it is a touching story wif lots of morals and commedy .
you will laugh along wif th crowd at th funniest parts
cry at th most touching parts .
its a family show and is worth everything !
friends and family !! its in cinema on 19 nov !!
go catch it !
“A CHRISTMAS CAROL” OPENS IN SINGAPORE CINEMAS 19 November 2009!

SIANNNNNNNNNNNNN !!!!!
RAWRRRRRRRRRRR !!!
i hate holidays lahhhhsssssssssssssss
so bo liaossss ehs .
i use facebook till dam sian sial ,
hope tat genting wil improve my hols .
bleahhhhshshshshs
i skipped maths tuition tis mon ehs ..
nt my fault seh ..
is ahyi jenny bring me out den i forgt to check mahs
den at e!hub i met vaness they all
then bowled ..
bowled until dam fun den saw mrs kee msg
she ask me if she can see me at a earlier tym nt
den i was lyk stun tio la !
i was lyk OMG !! gt tuition ehs !!
hahas .. dam funni la ..
hahahahahahahahahahahahahs..

tags replies <3

SEESINYUEN: relink soon, okay?
hahas , sure anytym (: jus rmb to relink jiu ok le xD

Queeny: hehs , i thought u hated pink . o.o i still think marc likes youuuuuuu ..........
LOL! ya , pretty surprised u rmb i hate pink sial . bt nvm la , no sky blue mahs so no choice .. AND !! he dun lyk me !! EWWW !

woots ppl ! im gng to genting tis sat !! xD
so anyone wan sth , pls tag and tell me
i will see if haf anot and see i gt tym to buy nt .
hmmm. oh ya , yesterday i said i gng to escape rite ?
hahahahahahhahaha !! fact is i didnt .
noe y ? cos escpae onli opens on hols and weekends
wahahahahahahaha !! dam funni can !
haha . nvm la . at least gt to plae arcade and bowl for awhile
hmmm . aunt payed for our arcade fun ..
THANK YOU !! xD
i played alot , so tks for everyting aunt !!
hmmm. marc sim , cl ,eddie and vaness came to down town as well .
they came quite late bcos of vanessa .
once they came they went to play bowling and then abt 4 plus they go buy tickets to watch my girlfren is an agent
i wan watch de !! BT ah bu dun let :(
nvm lor ..
dun watch den dun watch .. at least can plae bowling wif them for awhile .
oh ya , haf to thank another person although i dun realli wan to
THANK YOU MARC SIM !! xD
he paid for me my bowling money and said is qing de ..
lols i tio shocked can .
bt i nt realli sure is he pay one nt
cos i nt thr when he paid ..
bt still tks xD
haha .. vanessa scored th lowest among me and th guys ..
hmmm. overall yesterday was v fun and nice ..
i saw hui ting (temple tuition fren xD)
and taff and netball senior
and and stil haf leh bt forgt hu le ..
bt yesterday was realli fun ..
bt stil sth veri dumb happened .
i was supposed to msg marc bt instead i send it to tat GUY .
he replied me a huh..??
den i was lyk OH SHYT !
tat wrecked my day a little la ..
bt nvm ..
hehe .. xD

gng escape today wif aunt xD
i wun plae much though .
dun realli dare to plae th tings thr .
will try to take some picts xD
i tink , i tink , i tink , i tink
im going to sneeze liao ..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CHOOOOOOOOO !!
hahas . im getting better liao .
so ppl dun worry le .
hmmm. i tink im healing liao .
frm th wounds .
im slowly forgetting how he looks lyk
slowly nt dreaming abt him anymor
slowly nt tinking of him
and wun cry whenever i tink abt him .
tats a gd sign rite ?

k, gng to take a veri short nap first .
last nite didnt slp at all .
was lyk tinking abt th c+ detective show
dam scary show .
anyw queeny uh , paranormal activities is a nc16 show ehs
how r u gng to watch it ?

MARC SIM !!
pls dun go my tagboard to talk to ppl can ?
my tagboard is for taggs !!
nt for u to pester ppl to reply

tags reply

zhenhong: 6th november post , 8th line , is peng you not pang you ;P lousy~
lols ! xD my bad !!

jus changed my link and skin !!
all credits goes to siyu !
tks uh ! xD

hmmm. jus went to th doctor's todae .
th doctor said nt H1N1
so ppl dun worry alrite ?
i wil get well asap .
i hope those dars and pang yous of mine tat r sick nw
wil get well soon too .
although medicines r bitter , they can help u lessen
ur pain . so bear wif th pain k ?
hahas . haish
i dun noe whether i should go to tamp 1 today nt
cos i feel so tired and weak .
and it wil look bad if i keep coughing infront of others
so im thinking real hard nw .
uhuh ..
k, mayb i wil go bt mayb nt .
i stil duno wad to wear ..
mei mei today last paper . hope tat she can get
colourful results , yea ?
she wants to come hme str after sch todae .
i told her i no strength to take care of another person
den she gif me tat pathetic face .
haish
latr i call ma to tel her to let mei cme hme la .
hols real does sux .
its lik repeat of everyting i did yesterday and th day b4 .
so it is lik robotic can .
and unfortunately , th passerBY is bac .
hu on earth is he ?
i duno , and practically dun care .
im nt feeling well .
and a warining first .
when im sick and i found out hu is passerBY
my temper wil be hot .
i wun let hu eva is is off .
i cant stand craps lik tis when im nt feeling well .
testerday skipped training .
told vanessa and found out tat she also nt gng cos nt feeling well .
well, den i told yy lo .
yy den told me tat coach didnt even go .
so practically is slack la ..


"Of all goodbyes, the kind that which hurt the most was the one your ears never heard of, yet your heart knew it's already been said."

TAKE A BOW by 2NE1



SAY GOODBYE by 2NE1



I DON'T CARE by 2NE1



LET'S GO PARTY by 2NE1



STAY TOGETHER by 2NE1



IN THE CLUB by 2NE1 and BIG BANG

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goody !! my finger is healing fast !
nt so swollen le .
yesterday took a ride frm nat's dad .
wah th car damn nice sia .
my pa sure lik tat car de .
anyw reached hme at abt 10 plus .
haish . b4 sleeping i was wondering wad i would b missing out in .
hoping to go thr to plae agn .
so lets hope tat ma wil let .
bt i wun b staying late .
should reach sk abt 6 ?
duno .. haf to ask first .
anyw when i reached downtown .
i was lik seriously lost la .
i called yt den she tel me tat izzat wil cme n 'fetch' me
hu noes tat in the end is cycling over .
i was wearing a freakishly short skirt la .
and nicholas was thr to 'fetch' me too . xD
hahah . nth happened la .
so, nic being th bigger sized one n stronger one
cycled me thr . whole ride was fun bt jerky .
i was afraid tat im too heavy though .
bt nic said nope .
i was screaming , i tink for th whole ride .
its abit scary lor .
nic kept asking me y i scream .
hehe .. sori to him .. cos i shout veri loud .
when reach le , everyone was lik cheering ??
den i was lik xia dao la .
n guess y they cheer ?
its jus cos nic rode me thr .
lols . its jus a bicycle ride .
n they ,made it into as though i tgt wif him lik tat .
so kena teased for th whole ting lor .
sy n yt asked me how i hold him during th ride .
i told them tat i jus hold his shoulder lo .
then they was lik brk out into hysterical laughters
then sae wad veri sweet ehs ..
lols . i tink they veri disappointed tat i didnt hug him during th ride .
wads worst ? mr TH said tat i snatching nic frm queeny
-.-
i didnt even do anyting la ..
so i jus said sori to queeny lo .
then queeny kena xia dao .
she was lik she sae sori to me for wad ?
haha .. veri stuffy in th chalet when waiting for mr tay .
mr lim was our unlicensed 'maid' for th day xD
he is a great tcher !! he helped us bbq .. haha s.
mr tay came wif his family . (two small kids n a wife)
th kids r veri shy at first bt slowly played wif some of us .
overall , everyting is veri worth th three days of nervewreaking
asking of permission .

signing off <3

"When you've found a reason to walk away, never look back...
Just keep walking. It's better to get lost moving on
than to get stuck and stranded broken."

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!
MYYYYY FINGERRRRR !!! PAIIIINNNNN AHHH !!
STUUPIDDDDD STTTUUUPPIIDD !!!
STUPID BALL ! STUPID PPL !!
MY POOR POOR FINGER ! sux !
swollen ehs ! pain ahh ! arghh !
blue black somemor .
cnt bend cnt straighten .
TORTURE sia . slp also difficult .
whole body de muscle is lik aching can .
how am i going to train latr ?
i bet tat i wil drop every ball n wil nt run fast .
cos i cant even hold a bottle wif my left hand (th one wif th swollen finger)
n i cant even walk without limping a little .
shyt la . stupid carnival . fell dwn tons n million tyms .
fell on my butt . on my sides . on my hand .
my butt is hurting lik mad la .
den my finger is lyk cant type properly n cant msg fast .
ARGH ! stupid ppl la . snatch th ball frm me .
den my finger duno is bend dao or sth lik tat .
argh is alrdy third dae tat it is swollen liao la !!
might b going to th doc's to haf a check for brken bones
YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!
pa pa say tat i can go class BBQ le !
hoping tat he wil let me stya though .
bt nvm , at least can go .
nw , a big prob is how on earth am i going hme tat late ?
bt nvm . tat is prob tat nids tym to solve so i wil solve it latr .
going to cp to haf lunch wif vanessa b4 training .
might b going to check out th price of th maths tb
wan to buy all th books asap .
started on th topic indices le .
muz say tat it is abit confusing . bt manageable . xD
wil b heading to aloha loyang wif yy latr for class chalet .
hope we dun lose our way . n get lost .



taggs replies xD
Peien: stinky puay xuan =P link me up ok ! HAHAHA (; lovelove !
once agn , im nt stinky !! if im , u r too ! xD hahas .
mind giving me ur link so tat i can link u up ?

RUCUI: relink class blog tq
k , gif me tym .