have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart ?

i have a feeling that everything will replay again ..
all to the start and at the end i will just hurt myself .
am i stupid , naive or what ?
cant i see that it is all lies ?
do i need another major heart brk to start learning ?
so gullible .
i dont wanna blive in love anymor .
hurt too mani tyms .

dont want to fall ,
signing off