BABY PLEASE DON'T GO

Hey peepo ! :D Miss moii ? Exams are nearing and i am feeling freaked out(?) , It's eoy people , who isn't . Next yr , i will be 16 , i will be a bloody goddamn it sec4 and there would be the o's and stuffs .. ARGHH , all is coming too fast !! == oh goddd, i am so tired and boreddd at home !!! Since alot happened between this post and the other i guess you guys wouldnt understand what i am ranting about . But hell , i am still gonna say it . Today , i got the answer that i fear of knowing and i am disappointed but relieved that i dont have to torture myself anymore , now is just the part that i have to go through , letting go . Anyway , just to let you guys know my line might be cut off anytime soon , so pls if you can't contact me leave me a mail , dont spam . Hmmm, thanks izzat for the advices you gave me about that guy , and ya , i regret not listening . And kor , thanks for being there too , and lastly marcus too :D Van and sheryl ? i am going to need you guys to help me get over it asap k ? And van uhh , dont rub salt on wound uhh , or i will cry de . :) Well , i will blogging as much as possible alright ? Had been turning on the com but always ended up on fb and stuck there till i get off ><><
Thanks :D BUH BYE :DD

hii people :D
Long time no post yea ? Actually i have already typed alot of posts but all ended up half way >< Sorry yea ? i bet all of ya miss me right ? HAHAA .. This few weeks is torturous and crazy ! Lots of homework not done , i guess this term i lost the motivations that i have last term le bah , and thats kinda bad :( Anyone wanna give me motivations ? :D type inside my tagboard and motivate me bah !! I really need it !! Yesterday in training hurt my finger again , my poor finger :( Badly bruised and swollen ! Anyw , i think that bitches should sometimes mind their attitude , and keep their butts and mouths to themselves ! Think big size means you are really big uh ? Please lor the ans is no alright ? You are just a bloody sec 2 , look up ! Look carefully who is on top of you , your seniors are ! Now learn to respect them and keep your dirty mouth to yourself ! I ain't scared of you , i am just giving you my respect as i still treat you as a human not a dog . Be better and people might even treat you better. Now back to normal mode :D i will try to post as much as possible and update you guys on my boring life de !

love ya guys <3
signing off !!

Six down and three more to GO ! Another 14 days , counting down to THE china trip ! :DD Hopefully , i don't fail any .. If i do , the trip would be BOOMMZXC .. Gone ! :( Not that i really really wanna go lahhs .. But , its like if can go then go .. Oh shit , i kinda had this feeling that i am repeating what i said before >< Anywayys , exams hurry over hurry HURRY HUUUURRRYYY !!! Cause i am gonna go berserk soon from all this papers !! :(

K , thats all for today , actually got lots more to type de , but too much to type in one short day >< . K , buuhh BYESS people .. Will be back soon :D

RAH RAH !! Cause your HOT and your COLD and , thundering and no and , raining and not and , lightning and off . YOU ! LOL , and that was MY version of HOT AND COLD ! :D HAHAAA !! Nicer than the original right ?

Anyway , turns out that hardwork does get paid off . I got a stunning a 12/15 for my emaths and a 10/15 for amaths , both are common tests ! Like wow right ? :DD

Today morning , had this strong feeling of i have no idea what out of sudden while talking to vanessa , and surprisingly , he didn't come to school today . I guess my body became accustomed to knowing his being around without knowing or looking around .

Labels:When love fails, its ok to cry, but know when to stop, then pick yourself and move on!

I need somebody to LOOOOOVVVEE me ! BOOMZXX BROoooooooMZXX , AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! *scared to death* Its the tenth time already ? BOOMZ BROOMZ AND BOOMX BROOMX again .. Cant even hear justin bieber's voice ehs . HAHA ! Today got alot alot of homework sial .. And that unfortunately includes DNT . :( Hungry like out of sudden seh , nno onne to cook for me . Haish , i am a patient le la !! YESH , I AM SICK (sorry, not mind sick is sick sick . LOL !!) The rain doesnt help me get well though . :( Anyw, thats all for today :) early nights and kisses :D

Labels: Feeling guilty when you saw my personal message ?

Today , someone ( sec 5 unknown girl ) utterly royally pissed me off . Made me scold all the vulgars , sucha bitch ! That girl went EEYER ! when i walked pass her sial , gosh man , i should be the one who say that when i walk pass such an ugly face like you , not the other way round . Never see someone wear coloured contacts before ar ? Or never see before grey contacts ? Or or never see chio bu before ? WTF , you should do a once over on yourself before going EEYER! on me alright ? Serious got problem with your own eyes man . You are lucky i am not so bitch till i will go up straight to you and slap your disgusting face .

F**KING pissed off today because of that above incident. Thats all that happened today :D

Labels: It hurts to see that you don't give a damn .

It is that easy to fall in love with you , and this difficult to let go of you .

It is the 6th day already , it still hurts when i see you . Why ? No idea .

Randomest post ever .

Label: I still cant let go of you .

Theres many types of saddness and unfortunately i am having one of that saddness now . You know , there are just times where you feel damn down to the deepest hole that earth have but you just can't bring yourself to just breakdown and cry your heart out and complain about how unfair this world is and act like a kid that did not get his favourite lollipop . But thats not all there is because theres also times when you know you want to cry but you can only smile so that no one knows you are so weak that you cry when small things happened on you . Today , i felt like this and someone who totally had no idea how i felt and what happened to me tore my thick mask that was painted on my face and told me to put that mask down . (And she pinched my face damn hard alright ? HAHA.) I think , that is what it takes to make me totally just break down , someone who can see through my mask . Someone told me this today "Your smile seems sad" i was shocked to hear that , i thought i can hide it well , but truth is , i can't .

Sorry for the depressing post above . APOLOGISES , *bowing profusely* . Lately , things aren't going great , my body is going crazy , i don't know what is happening to my diet and i am starting to notice how skinny i am now . My love life is as chaotic as ever , maybe even tragic . Some things ends as fast as it starts . Now , i look at food and honestly i lose my appetite and even felt like vomitting whenever i stuff food forcefully down my throat . I can now skip one and a half day meal without feeling hungry at all .

Hmm , tomorrow will be having kou shi and after which would be training (: And after after which would be to bring mei to her tuition . OH YA ! This friday would be compassvale secondary's sports carnival , in which , sec 3 would be having a inter-class badminton competition (Hopefully our class wins ! (: 3 G JIA YOUS !! ) . And i cancelled my tuition because of the sports carnival and cause someone would be bored to death if i went to tuition (: ( So noble of me right ? (: ) And the sports carnival is from 3 to 6 pm . *shocked* Yea, no joke . It really starts at 3pm and ends at 6pm . Hahaa .. Thats it for today (: Will blog as soon as i can again k ? (:

Labels: I don't want it to end , but i know you never love me , so why carry on ?

Currently am conferencing with vic and vanessa :D MSN , got problem man!! Alot of people like not online :( hmm, just realised i got homework !! ARGHHH !! Homework everyday :( K, Thats all for today :D BUAIIS!

Labels:As time goes by ..

HIHI !! Sorry that i took so long to post another post .. Sorry ~ eh , got miss me mahhs ? Haha, lots of stuffs happened lately so didn't manage to blog at all .. Hmm , life is as complicated as ever but happy that its still happening .. :) Holiday homeworks are not fully completed yet , will try to finish all by today and pass all up :D HAHA !! Continue to tagg kay kay ?? Hehe , sorrry .. I know i asking alot since i not posting everyday , but still want you all to tagg .. But thanks la !! xP Will blog again when i can :D Jiu zhe yang le . Buaiis !!

Labels: Don't get my hopes up, if you know you are just going to let me down.

My Everything lyrics

Lately things have been a little crazy
flippin out and buggin on my baby
god only knows just what i would be
If i didn't have you hear loving me I
Wake up all hours of the night when u are away
crack a smile every time that you're on my brain
me without you baby just ain't right
So if i lose you how will i survive

I know sometimes you feel you're battling an army just to love me more
trust me baby imma do u better
Cause i can't lose the one thing that holds me together he's my core
Someone i can call on forever

Cause i know i was so blessed to find you
I'ma show and prove do my best to please you
Pull you together when you feel that you're about to fall apart
make up for the lovin that i never gave before
You're the only thing that makes sense in my life
If we fight i'm gonna make it all right
You should know that i'm in love with you ain't ever gonna leave
don't want no one else but you cause you're my everything

I know i say it often but baby i'ma change it
Ive sewn it up yeah i'm done you have been so patient
I'ma show u that u are my world
actions do speak louder than words
so here i go baby, ready to show you baby
you're all i want and need you're all i know baby
did you know you hold the key to my future
can't live without you knowing what it's like to love you

I know sometimes you feel you're battling an army just to love me more trust me baby imma do u better
Cause i can't lose the one thing that holds me together he's my core Someone i can call on forever

Cause i know i was so blessed to find you
I'ma show and prove do my best to please you
Pull you together when you feel that you're about to fall apart
make up for the lovin that i never gave before
You're the only thing that makes sense in my life
If we fight i'm gonna make it all right
You should know that i'm in love with you ain't ever gonna leave
don't want no one else but you cause you're my everything

I will do whatever it takes just to keep you in my life
I'll walk about a thousand miles just to be right by your side
so here i go baby, ready to show you baby
you're all i want and need you're all i know baby
see ima do things right this time for you i was gonna do right

Cause i know i was so blessed to find you
I'ma show and prove do my best to please you
Pull you together when you feel that you're about to fall apart
make up for the lovin that i never gave before
You're the only thing that makes sense in my life
If we fight i'm gonna make it all right
You should know that i'm in love with you ain't ever gonna leave
don't want no one else but you cause you're my everything

Nothing to talk about today ..Just a dull and boring day that i don't want to talk about -.-
Labels:You are my everything

I hate how some people can ignore my exsistent(sp?) and talk about me(BAD!) especially when they are sitting beside me !! So bloody bastard act lor ,i don't care so much if you want to talk bad about me behind me BUT pls la you are just F***ing beside me and you can whisper about me !? Have some brain pls .. And some heart !! I can't stand people like YOU !

Kinda in a bad mood during class period today because of above incident .. During recess and After school mood become good (: But didn't last long de la .. Anyw , i ADD him LE !!! Lols , yupp , a new guy .. Think that he is quite good looking , my school de la .. Don't really know him yet But i will try to know him better .. Not hoping to get anything from him just want to see what my heart will do .. I just want ti see if he can help me remove my pain . Added him in msn also , and and HE TALKED TO ME !!! DAmn freaking happy at that point of time , SERIOUS!

Another news is that , i would be in camp(not in school!)from 10 to 12 march . Will bring my phone along , text me or call me if you need to but calls might not ans all , and texts will try la ..So, i guess thats all .. Got lots of homework to do today and and have chinese test tmr , so wish me lotsa lucks k ? HAHA ! :D ANyways, i want my fellow readers to tag everytime you come , is it possible for you all to that ? Pls ? HAHA , thanks k ? Finally , MUACCKS ! :)

Labels: Maybe ..

What i know now ~

Pictures, pictures and pictures !! Wow , pictures are alot alot de lahhs !! Got time so decided to spam my own blog with lotsa lotsa pictures !! Pictures of me and vanessa at the Seoul Garden lunching and goofing around , and the wedding of xiao shu and xiao shen. :D Hehe , today is SAMANTHA's birthday !! YES ! My small cousin , currently a 2 or three years old ?? (OOPS!! I DON"T REMEMBER!! )HAHAS SO !! A PRETTY PRETTY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER YEA ? HAHA !! Hmm , today is quite a great day bahhs, just that had to use around half of my day to persuade ppl to help me print my geography portfolio :( Some ppl are just so unhelpful !! LOL !! Anyw , my day was not so sweet afterall , rmb-ed that i had this tremendous sudden urge to vomit and had this earthquaky stomachache !! Scary right ? DAO-ED jeremy , LOL , serious so not feeling well till i no mood to entertain anyone . Even glared at an old man !! Gosh ! How obnoxious i am at times!!But i not feeling well ehs .. :( FEel bad, TOTALLY !! I wanna change phone !! i want to want to WANT TO !!!! AHHH !! HAD a very very long and 'interesting' conversation with vaness's bro , damn cute lahhs can take him like 5 mins to just reply ?? LOL . Talking to him is damn difficult lor !And he kept screeching that screechy chicken at me -.-Then i say him he tell me he didn't do it =.=!! Hmm , many should know by now that i recently had this finger injury when having netball training bahhs .. You can imagine how swollen it is lor and it was damn bruised !! Like chao da black hor !Hmm can say is like pig suckling.. LOL!! But now can consider heal le bahhs cause it is not swollen anymore and not so bruised le !! (Y) (Y) Oh ya , yesterday , papa wore mama buy de t-shirt , now also youngster wear de shirt hor ! He look damn shuai okay !BUT !! A major but !! His belly really ruins the whole image la!! HAHA!! K , thats all i guess ! :D

Labels: The silence is so loud

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Sheryl!: Hey babe, my name is like, at the bottom in your links, whyyyyy! I hang out with you during recess yaknow. hahahah. Seeya on Monday!

Puay Xuan:Haha , apologises !! Didn't notice it ma ~ Cause i put is not in order de.. So unless requested , i would be too lazy to do anything :D

y.CHERYL!: link me up! (: >

Puay Xuan:LINKED !!!! HAHA !! :DD O.o Which song ? Tues ?? What happen to you ??

vanessa:D: wheres my BIG BIG BIG thnks for tht super duper big pressent???haha:D joking

Puay Xuan: THANKS YOU !!! FOR THE VERY VERY VERY BIG BIG PRESENT YOU GAVE ME !! :DD

All we had is gone now .. IMPOSSIBLEE

I don't really have anything to post BUT i have lots of stuffs in my mind that i want to shout aloud but can't .. I don't know how to tell you guys what i am feeling now , because i am afraid that you might not get how i feel and think that i am exaggerating . I know some of you are afraid that i might do something to myself when i feel like i am alone and feel like dying BUT i hereby make a promise to you all that i will never ever resort to that even when i feel like death is a better choice .

Labels: Even when all is gone , all is lost and all hope dies in my heart . I know that you will never come back.

Heartbreaks are the best teachers.

Hiies, people ! Long time no postt le !! Hadd my VERY HIGHS and very lows today .. Failed two tests , actually , it is not failed yet , cause not ,marked yet . But geography test was the one that i got back le ANDD the mark was actually 7 to 15 !! Yupp , thats sad and it made my day the low day , then came the out of the BLUE amaths test (not exactly out of the BLUE lahhs is i mistook it as other day so total no preperation :( ) THAT! Turned my day absolutely upside down , almost cried because of the test and headache . Talked to Vivian in class today, muhahahahaha , gossip ahaha .. Talking to her was great fun xDD Hmm ,tomorrow is DnT :( Tomorrow have tuition :( Oh ya , some pictures of the day on my birthday at ah ma's house is uploaded recently at huileng jie's blog and i took it le (hope she don't mind). Here goes ....

Birthday cake , shared between me and hui leng jie !

Cute right? ><

Er shu, Hui Leng-jie, Kor Kor and Xiao Shus' results in playing wii sports bowling

Pa and Ma looking at the lottery results , so busy looking

that they did'nt even realise that they are in front of the camera xD

And, thats all!! Thanks all those who wished me happy birthday, gave me birthday presents and love me !

Labels: For all i care ..

Hi people!
Currently at home rotting, doing geography project now .Attended a church wedding in the morning, made me almost swear that when i grow up i must have a church wedding as well.Thats all i guess, will post more later! Sis going to take over the computer for awhile:(

Labels:True love will perserver till the end.

Watch me go by babe

Happy late five days chinese new year to all !!

Today is thursday right ? Yaya, is thursday.
Hey,people!
Went to compass with vanessa after school today, talk talk eat eat , she eat i see and do my homework(See!So guai ehs!!><).If my luck is good, then tomorrow after tuition should be able to go to Mrs Tan house bai nian bahhs .. And shun bian celebrate my birthday with vanessa they all. BUT if cannot, then zhen shi shi wang le la! Really really hope that can go HOR!!Got eye infection on chu yi(first day of chinese new year)so totally didnt get to wear contacts for the other two days ehs !! And it really really does hurt, i think is eye got cut by something bahhs cause shut eye or got light zao dao my eye will pain like madd!!But now hao le:)Oh ya, my ang bao money reached a total of 440 bucks!! Nice amount, but cant touch all will be deposited into bank:( Nvm !! At least got money wor..k, thats all!

labels: 到了明天 说好不再见面.

A VERY VERY SHORT POST .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HUI LENG JIE JIE !!

Thanks eddie for helping me organise my photos for DnT ..

Failed my amaths indices and surds test .. DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF , But im not gng to give up (promise) , instead im gng to work harder .

k thats all , birthday approaching .. so scared .

loves ..

labels: when i fall , i want to be able to stand up by myself

I AM A MILLION DOLLAR GIRL SHOW !!

Dont piss me off with your dao face , cause i am not in the least bit interested on what happened that you want to treat me likie that .

Had phy test today , i am already 101% prepared at heart to get back a failed paper le . today's homeworks for me is as follows :
- english IYOW ws
- phy ws
- geog pg 51 &52
- DnT

Lots to chiong la .. But my mood is down so i dont think i can complete my DnT in time for tmr's lesson . NEVERMIND ! I bet i wun be the only one standing up or scolded . HMPH ! After lesson today went to Home Ec room to look for vanessa , had a small nib of the thai fishcake she made . HONOURED SEH ~ But eat le got tiny bit of regrettful lehhs . Its spicy can ? Lols , she eat already also shocked dao . -.- Then she still want me to drink her that qi li ku guai de apple juice . EeeeeeEEEeeeee la .. Then just throw away lo .. Damn stupid lehhs , those chunks of apples just get stuck in the bottle dont want come out lor . Mei ban fa , decided to shake the bottle like some maddie .. So unglam can ? FINALLY ! Every single big and small chunks of that apple came out .. Haha , after i walked with vanessa till econ then walked back home myself . Reached home , started to turn every rocks in my house to find my confiscated phone (tell you more below) . Finally found it la .. See nia , cant do anything :(

Okay , the story is like that de ............ Long long time ago , there is this girl (me !) listens to music when studying .. One day , her mother suddenly materialised at home after bringing her sister to her tuition . She was texting with her classmate (daniel) and listening to music and studying . Mother saw , scolded , demanded for her phone , scrolled through her msg . Nagged and scolded somemore ....... Took the phone and didnt bother to return it . THE END !

WA ! Such a nice story right ? Lols ..

K jiu dao zhe li le .. Those that read this post should be clever enuf to know that i cant reply any msg for now , so dont bother to text me till i post another post saying that i can text le .. but even if can now .. I cant text so much le ..
K thats all ..
BYES ..><

DONE !!! woots

MUHAHAHAHAHHA !!
i am done with the blogskin !! but abit not satisfied with the colour .
:(( but nvm i DONT CARE !! for now at least
cause i did it i did it i did it ~
hehe s... high high de ..
i need someone to help me change the colour for twitter and plurk ehs ..
i dont like the colour :(
thanks of you r going to help me !!
tell me and i will let you know my acc
but pls pls dont scam me uh .. :(
i will emo if u scam me de really really emo
hahas ..

labels: blah blah blahs

PMS-ing in progress sorry for the inconvience caused

freaking hot weather !!!!
make my mood go on and off ..=.-
really hope my ang will come b4 new year or come after ..
bu ran i dont know how i going to have that patience
to slowly yi ge yi ge ying chou sial ..
later i out of sudden pms den tio scolded by ah bu :(
hmmm.. most of you should know by now that
my birthday coming le bahhs ?
well .... one of my wish is partially fufilled le bahhs ..
it is the wish since last last last year lahhs
the wish to have my hair rebonded ..
guess who is the one who is going to help me fufill it ?
YA !! AH BU !!!!!! thanks her lots la !!
if nothing goes wrong ,
should be able to skip training and after tuition
go to rebond at kovan with vanessa ..
*****THATS IF NOTHING GOES WRONG*****
seriously hope that nothing goes wrong k ?
hmm .. lately i have this feeling that i drifting from that clique le .
mayb is my fault bahhs
but everytime i am with them ,
they just make me feel .. ?
dunno ? er not one of them ?
lols .. maybe is i think too much bahhs ..
lets see i got lots and lots of things i wanna get this NEW year !!
for example :
-thick belt
-high waist skirt
-whatever thats on my birthday wishlist
-no more bad dreams
-no more waking up at night with tearstained face
-top 5 or 7 in class

hehes .. most are impossible yea ?
but if i work hard yi xia zi jiu dao le . :D
oh ya , the price for the rebonding is like 99 bucks ???
like omg la .. i cant pay so i think is ahbu fu qian le :DD
but i feel so bad sial ..
cause if i not wrong they are already fan-ing about the condo le
and me ? i also fan them for my birthday gift :((

today is partially moody de ..
no idea why lehhs ..
just like pms like that but havnt lai how to pms ?
plus not coming anytime soon if i not wrong ..
hmm , chem teacher (ms teng)
today also like pms pms de ..
damn scary can last few lessons she still can tolerate the class de
usual nosense de BUT today tsk tsk ..
haish scream and scream at us la .. scared the shit out of me can ??
today really got spring test sehhs ..
teacher told us it was on amaths but gave us emaths spring ..
everybody damn shocked ..
some say what er wa this test so springy ehs ..
HAHAHAHA lahs
funny people !! xD
made my day .. but :(
sadded again .. duno why seriously ..
yesterday talked to someone who know i having bad mood
asked me to look at the mirror and smile to myself .
and i did it !! like wow la .. i laughed de lor ..
i am like i look like willy wonka with my bangs (bangs still short)
and then see see this angle that angle ..
see until laugh damn loud !!
but one sec after ,
my face changed again .
i duno why recently i keep thinking about him
i dreamt about him ,
think of him when i daydream
when i text other people
when i am studying ..
it is really getting that bad .
i have no idea why , but it just all came crashing back on me
i can wake up in the middle of the night crying
(luckily everyone sleeping soundly)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO :
yong quan (kor)(yesterday)
ps belated de .. sorry no present or anything
jin xuan
sorry dont talk to you de but still happy birthday

labels: even sleeping hurts now

okay ! si bored de can ? i dont feel like doing my dnt homework and theres no need for me to chiong any homework now cause tmr only have ct time and dnt and and maths lesson .. today hor , had this very very very difficult amaths test la . like so difficult i have headache lor , didnt manage to finish it . may fail ehs , but at least i got this slightest chance la . IZZAT hor he is like far more worst than me ? i just didnt complete the paper , he is just write down the question and just give up . so basically his paper is just filled with questions and no answers . sad for him la , straight zero ehs . okay , i feel bad liao .. guilt rushing in la . sorry izzat .. hmm , lotsa things had been happening lately and mostly things that i hope would happen but some things happens that i hope wouldnt happen . complications la , oh ya , kkor kor couldnt get me my coloured contacts . so sadded . (like i said in plurk) so my wishlist for birthday this year is remade and here it is again !

wish list:(birthday)

-coloured contacts (grey)

-new phone

-new headphone

-ipod touch

-rebond

-new bag

long one yea ? hard to fufill too . i dont want any angpows just all those above ! i take angpows le also go in the bank cnt touch so i would rather get sth i can touch and use now . :D

haha , thats all for today . buh byes .

labels : tried my best but its still not good enough to erase you from my memory

LOOKING FOR NEW BLOGSKINS !!!!
HELP !!!
TYVM !!!

k , today is the 21st of jan !! guess why am i so hyper about today ?haha , i think no one will guess it .. well , my birthday is in one month time !! hope that those who i expect to at least wish me happy birthday will wish me .. the bedok side had already planned the party bash le .. i consider it a small and not exactly a birthday bash for me as they are planning to celebrate for me at a RC dinner .. can you believe it ? its like bad enough that i am celebarting my birthday with two other people le . IMAGINE !! at a RC dinner .. EW .. so cheap la , although i heard them talking about the price of that dinner is like 300 plus(if i not wrong) for just our family only . it is still damn cheapstake can ? thats why i dont want my birthday to fall on a sunday la .. bad enough that three different birthdays chum together le , the worst part is wher it will be at lo ...
arghhh , can my birthday this year be that bad ? i dont want any ang pow !! i just want an ipod and a earpiece (blogshop de ) !!! ang pows take le also cant use t0 buy things i want .. so i dont want ang pow !!!! hope ys will rmb my birthday sia .. his stm ... tsk tsk dam serious de .. if he cant rmb uh , i sure jue jiao with him de .. and and i am going to buy permanent contacts soon ..
alot of tests nowadays la .. hmm, queeny came to my hse just now , can see her face full of boredom lor . told her it would be boring le .. haish anyw .. mdm ellyna say she will only tell us the 12 players in de results tmr but i guess that i wun be inside la .. nvm , think positive ! i can have more time to study if i didnt enter the nzone competition anyw .. if really didnt enter den no choice le just focus 100% on studies ..

results for tests i had frm sch reopen till now :
english st : 10/20
maths 1 : 5/10
maths 2 :7/10

didnt meet up to my expectation . will do better the next time , i promise that !
oh ya , everyone ! do me a favor can ? help me click my nuffnang , tyvm ! muacks lurvs !!
sign off
xuan

labels : with love , always and forever .

Okay got news for y'all , i don't really know whether it should be categorised under good news or bad news . But to me , i can say that it is a good news . After the holiday ended i had this sudden urge or whatever it is to start studying real hard and start aiming and fulfilling all of them . My first aim is to get to the top 10 or else 15 in my class , as it seems quite difficult now , but i have decided to study and focus more on studies . No matter how tired i might feel now i know that i must do my best to get to my goal , and when i finally get there i would feel that all this tiredness and hard works had paid off . I know i can do it if i work hard , and learn to balance my social and academic life . My next aim is to become a good girl that i was and remain a single till my graduation . so , to fulfill all this i have to sacrifice my computer time for studying , it would be worth it , i promise ! i will try to post once in a month , promise ! But might just be short ones . Sorry if you are one of those people who follows my posts , i have to focus . Hope that y'all can understand alright ?

muacks and hugs,
ME !!